Dec 092010

I am a regular man.  My life is relatively normal.  I did not know I would be turned into a sissy cum smoker.   However, what I thought would simply be a passing fetish, or perhaps one that I would share with my future significant other, perhaps a future wife, turned into something much more, and as it turns out-with someone else.

I have certain “proclivities”, distinctive facets of my sexual psyche, which control me. I am addicted to them. Number one: I have a smoking fetish. I see a woman smoke and I am totally mesmerized. If she is wearing lipstick I am further doomed. Number 2: Dominant manipulative women. (I get weak and of course she has to be sexy). Those two things combined make for a powerful combination. In fact, so much do these things control me that (thank god I am good looking) I ended up putting on coats of red lipstick and smoking, exhaling at myself in the mirror. I was young, in my teens when I began doing this. Searching for a dominant woman, the right dominant woman to guide me in my fetish was not easy. Then I called Niteflirt and spoke to HER, Princess Jewel.

I did not know then, nor do I know now, on what sissy journey she will next take me. Every time I hear her voice, Her spell, Her control becomes greater and greater. So much so, that I add more money and more money and even more money to my account, just to continue to be under her sweet intoxicating control. I long to love Her, to be seduced into love through my own sissy smoking weakness and sexual sissy needs. Princess Jewel takes supreme delight in making me squirm.

First Princess Jewel makes me buy sissy cigarettes, Virginia Slims Menthols. Then I am directed to put on think coats of creamy lipstick or gloss as sometimes I have to smoke in car for her, either parked or while driving. I am told to exhale and confess my sissiness, and my love for smoking, for lipstick and for Her. Princess Jewel then began incorporating cock sucking and craving cum into our session regimen. I was ordered to smoke and exhale like a faggot, sexy, speaking through exhales “I love you princess. I love smoking and I crave cock.” Princess laughs and is relentless in her control. She giggles telling me “Now sissy, take a nice long drag of your cigarette. As you exhale I want you to tell me that you love smoking, you love Me and you love the taste of cum.” I do as she orders, cooing into the phone, watching a sexy streams of white creamy smoke push forward from my red sissy lips.

During the past few sessions Princess has taught me to “smoke my cum”. Princess orders me to edge for her, so that i am leaking sissy precum. She then directs me to stroke the lipsticked stained filter of my long sissy cigarette over my sissy hole, accumulating as much precum as possible, coating the filter. I am then instructed to bring it up to my lips and suck the cigarette, the smoke and the cum off the filter. I coo as i exhale. This action binds me to Her, to smoking and to cum. She knows this and it makes me crave Her even more. Oooooooooo!

Princess I need You. Please continue to keep me under Your spell and continue my sissy smoking training.

Your smoking sissy 🙂

Nov 182010

Lately I’ve been wondering if it’s even possible for me and My sissy lips to be more submissive to Princess Jewel. After all, She now has me running off to the glory hole on a fairly regular schedule, noisily slurping dick for Her amusement, and getting cum on by one or more stunt cocks while She listens. It’s not hard to conclude that this is about as low as a sissy can go on the dignity scale.

Still, the hunger to push the envelope in order to make Her happier still nags at me: How can I become even more servile? How can I show Her that I am willing, even eager, to be even more of a sissy tramp in order to please Her? What can I possibly do to symbolically express my complete, abject surrender to Her?

And so a thought comes to me. It’s a small gesture, admittedly, but symbolically significant. The next time I go to the glory hole palace I’m going to try something new. After I prep that night’s lucky Mr. Cock with my usual kissing, teasing and tugging, and after a little bit of the patented Candy Lips sensual cocksucking, I’m going to surrender. By which I mean I am going to give up all control of the situation and let The Cock have its way with my mouth.

One thing I’ve noticed when whoring for Princess is that the cocks can get pretty aggressive. If I don’t move my head back, or use my hand to help dictate the pace of the action, those glory hole beasts would really pound away hard at my perfect wet lips. As a provider, I prefer to suck cock sensually, but it occurs to me that a true sissy slut doesn’t impose her will on the cock, but rather surrenders to it.

And what is the universal sign of surrender? Hands up, palms outward, signifying submission.

So the next time I head over to the book store, I am going to get on my knees, do my usual sissy cock teasing action for a while, get the Stud Cock all worked up, and then submit to it in the most complete fashion possible. I’m going to place my hands above my head on the wall in front of me and give up all control, as a gift to Princess. My slut mouth will be totally vulnerable to the cock exploring it. It can pump my lips slowly, it can poke and explore the wet hole I’m offering it, it can fuck my face hard and fast, or it can force its way down my throat and make me gag. It can make me whimper and slobber. It can do whatever it wants. And the whole time my hands will be helplessly against the wall in front of me, unable to slow the cock down or keep it away. I will not pull my head away so I can speak to Princess, as I usually do. Instead, I will simply be the servile sissy cocksucker of Princess Jewel’s dreams and I will love knowing that I am entertaining Her and making her giggle as she tenderly (or viciously) urges me on.

Thank You, Princess, for teaching me how to be the very best girl I can be for You.

Nov 082010

I took a break from speaking with Princess Jewel, thinking that I could regain some of my lost masculinity. I tried to make a clean break, and even tried calling a few other mistresses. They were okay, but my ability to stay focused on them for any length of time seems to be dwindling. In fact, I felt disenchanted fairly quickly.

Meanwhile, Thumbelina was missing Princess Jewel more and more, and finally, Thumby decided to take the initiative for both of us and reach out to Princess Jewel. (Thumby has more courage than the sissy boy she’s attached to, it seems). Thumby IM’d Princess, and Princess was very forgiving, and told Thumby that I would be welcome to call Her again any time.

When Thumbelina told me that, I realized how much I’d been missing Princess Jewel’s guidance. As luck would have it, at almost exactly the same time, Niteflirt finally re-enabled all their recorded listings. I immediately sampled many of Princess Jewel’s recordings…

All of them are amazing, wonderful recordings, but my favorites are “COCK Tease for Faggot Cock Suckers”, in which Princess describes in detail how she’ll tease you by waving a fat cock in front of your face, not allowing you to suck it until she gives her permission, and “You’re a Sissy, Sissy Faggot!”, which is a wonderful song that Princess improvises, which includes all kinds of taunts and emasculating lyrics.

After hearing Princess’s voice again, I realized just how much I’d been missing Her exquisite humiliation and how good it feels to surrender my masculinity to, and for, Her. It’s like a wonderful drug that I’m finding more and more difficult to live without.

I called Princess and, after making me apologize and explain why I’d been away for so long, we had a wonderful session.

She made me whip up two full shotglasses full of cum and then, after an appropriate amount of pleading and begging, allowed me to gobble down all those tasty cummies s fast as I could. I think Princess wanted me to eat so much cum that I’d get a tummy ache, but after all the cum I’ve eaten, it would take lots more to make me feel sick. I like having a tummy filled with yummy cummies!

Next, I had to use my spoon to fling whipped cum at my face as I recited cockfirmations. Princess got a big kick out of how messy my face got. It was so much fun.

Finally, Princess had me do a TON of cockfirmations as I worshiped “Mr. Cock” (my big, lifelike black dildo). She allowed me to cover Mr. Cock in whipped cummies and then lick and suck them off Mr. Cock. I also had to pretend Princess was with me and pushing my head down on Mr. Cock, as I took him as deep in my throat as I could, and then held it there until I started gagging. Oh, how Princess loved to hear me gag on Mr. Cock!

While I was away from Princess I didn’t get any shipments of cum, and now, just two days since reconnecting with Her, I got word that one of my sources has a new shipment ready to send! I realize now that if I keep working to be a devoted slave to Princess Jewel that I will get all the cocks and cummies I need.

Thank You for taking me back, Princess Jewel!



Nov 072010

sissy cum whore fucks a banana“Tell everyone what a teasing whore you are and how you once again humped fruit for Me.”

That is the assignment Princess gave me after our last session, so here I am losing my masculinity and dignity for Princess. Because I am Princess’ glory hole cock kisser and personal court jester cam entertainer.

It started as usual when my urge to submit backed up on me and summoned me to degrade myself for Princess’ pleasure. Once I contacted her, I was instructed to hit the bookstore with my glossiest lipstick on and my sluttiest pout. Naturally, an anonymous Mr. Big Cock was only too happy to take me up on my obvious invitation and it wasn’t long before I was in the stall, on my knees, and dialing for Princess. She was delighted to hear that I had a cock waving at me through the hole and proceeded to give me detailed instructions on how to serve it. First I was ordered to address it formally as “Mr. Cock,” to declare my desire for it, and to kiss it lovingly. Next, I was to wiggle my panty-clad ass provocatively against it. Finally, I was to kneel abjectly before it, moan softly like a servile slut should, and slowly give it the full Candy Lips treatment. Naturally, I was ridiculously turned on to be Princess’s slut toy, and I worked the cock into my mouth slowly and sensually. Princess reminded me to keep my hips in motion as a wiggly slut should. As I continued, I let the cock deeper and deeper into my mouth, relaxing my throat for some deep, wet, drool-heavy action. It was unbelievably hot to feel the cock filling my throat and forcing the drool up and out of my mouth, turning me into a whimpering slobberer for her amusement. No cock can stand that for long, and soon I was wearing the lucky tool’s load on my forehead and cheek. Not about to let the opportunity for further degradation slip away, Princess made me stay on the line as I left the bookstore so the customers could hear me beg to perform further for her once I got home. Meanwhile, Mr. Big Cock’s cum was drying on my face …

I knew what lay in store – I was going to be fucking a banana peel on cam while she cheered me on. I got home, donned a sissy outfit and called the Princess. First she made me gyrate provocatively like a slutty stripper, and then gave me permission to sensually hump the peel while I told it what a wonderful feeling it gave me and how happy I was to be able to make Princess laugh uncontrollably. As I cooed sweet nothings to my “lover,” Princess (freshly showered and in bed) alternately urged me on sensually and roared with laughter. I wanted nothing more than to please Her, and when I finally shot my load into my gooey imaginary pussy, it didn’t take much urging from her to get me to lap it up eagerly: another banana cream pie for this helpless slut.

Thank you again, Princess, for the opportunity to please You.

Oct 232010

… is gonna get his cock sucked tonight. And not just by any whore — but by me, Candy Lips, whom Princess has transformed into the hottest little dick sucker in the county.

I’m not sure exactly how this happened. When I first started speaking with Princess, I was just another sissy, lingerie-wearing dildo worshipper. I was cock-curious, I suppose, but mostly I just liked the symbolism of being a submissive slut. But over the course of about a year (Princess is very patient), She slowly guided me into realizing that I was a bigger whore than I initially realized, and that my true destiny lay in the local glory hole palace, where there was an endless supply of real cock for a budding blowjob superstar to practice on. And finally the day came when I worked up the nerve to enter the bookstore, find a guy with a hard dick, and get on my knees and please my Princess by sucking cock while she alternately teased, egged me on and humiliated me over the phone.

Princess says that this drive is really more about me than about Her, but I think She sells Herself short. There is simply no way I would ever have done this without Her training and encouragement, and it was my intense desire to show Her my devotion that took me over the line. I never do this on my own, only for Princess. I am so grateful for everything She has done to help me see my place – on my knees for Her.

She doesn’t have to do anything anymore to get me ready. The drive is now implanted in my brain – every once in a while I simply get The Need to get on my knees and suck a hard cock for Princess’ amusement. I can’t help it – I am now Her brainwashed, zombie cocksucker: Get the urge, inform Princess, put on glossy lipstick, enter bookstore, find cock, call Princess, see cock, kiss cock, caress cock, beg Princess for cock while she taunts me, lick cock, tease cock, drool on cock, submit to cock, suck cock, get my mouth fucked hard, let cock cum on my face.

It’s going to happen again tonight. Some lucky guy is going to get his cock sucked by my wet, red eager lips. While Princess giggles and reminds me what a slut I am.

I can’t wait.

Oct 202010

i have a super sexy girl friend who loves to humiliate men. The only way she lets me fuck her is if i dress up in her sexy panties and thigh highs. i have to eat her pussy until she orgasms and then i have 45 second to fuck her pussy and cum. If i don’t cum in time i have to stop and eat her pussy again til she orgasms which may take a while; then i have another 45 seconds. If i don’t cum i have one more chance. If i still don’t cum, I am denied for the week. If i do cum, i have to lick my own cum out of her pussy til every drop is in my mouth, then work it into her ass with my tongue until she orgasms again and then slurp the cum back into my mouth and swallow it. I am so lucky to have such a sexy lady let me near her pussy.

Oct 092010

If you want PRINCESS JEWEL to laugh until she coughs, just be a horny cum eater wearing black ski mask along with a sissy pink camisole and stockings on cam for her.

The Beginning – Princess had told me before that she would like to see me dressed and eating my cum on cam, but I have been too nervous to do anything on cam (I didn’t own a cam until today).

I got the cam hooked up and setup a Yahoo messenger account. Next I called Princess and she walked me through the process of getting connected with her and her being able to see my cam picture. Then I told her I would call back in about an hour showered, dressed like a sissy, and ready to eat my cum for her.

When I called back I was very nervous but Princess calmed me down by telling me that she would never share the pictures, since I am not into public humiliation and the cam was only showing me from the neck down.  When I told Princess that I was wearing a ski mask just in case, she started laughing and when she actually saw it she really started laughing (normally I worry that she will give me a heart attack, she gets me so exited, but tonight I was afraid that laughing so hard would give her one).

She made me show her my pink sissy outfit, my dildo, the bouncy ball the dildo attaches to, and the pink doggy plate that she allows me to dribble my cum on.

She made me bark  to prove I was her bitch, and bark to prove how much I needed to fuck my sissy ass with the dildo on the bouncy ball. She made me talk, beg, bark and howl while I was sucking on the dildo (not easy to do). She made me wipe my precum on the dildo then lick it off. Then I had to beg to be allowed to ride the dildo on the bouncy ball, with more barking and howling.

After a while she allowed me to dribble onto my pink doggy plate and lick it up for her on cam. I’m getting hard just thinking about it, right now!

At some point she asked me why I call her as opposed to someone else and I told her that she was the first phone Lady to get me to actually eat my own cum. One of her own blogs on here is titled “New Cum Eater” and that’s me. I should have told her a long time ago that “New Cum Eater” is the same sissy slut that she later named “Fifi”.

I hope this post does justice as to how great it was to be her cum eating sissy slut tonight.

Sep 252010

Well, I had another night of exquisite humiliation at the hands of Princess Jewel this week. It all began with me having an attack of sissy-itis; on the spur of the moment, I donned my new pink polka dot panties and IM-ed Princess, offering (OK, begging) to show them to her on my webcam. She was delighted and indicated that it was imperative that I wear them to the glory hole that night and get my mouth fucked good and hard.

So off I went with my panties, my lipstick and my lollipop, traipsing into the palace like the slut tease that Princess has molded me into. My wet red lip gloss and seductive sucking on the lolli started a veritable stampede, but since I am a first cum, first serve whore, I knew it was my duty to simply take care of the first guy who stuffed his cock through the hole in my booth. Fortunately, it was a nice one, fat and very hard, but by previous agreement, I wasn’t allowed to suck it immediately; instead I played a game of Cock Dodger – I stroked, licked and kissed the cock, getting it nice and wet (and marked with lipstick), but didn’t let the poor guy get it into my mouth. He kept thrusting and I kept drooling and dodging. I can be such a tease! Finally, Princess, who was complimenting me on my wicked ways as she listened to my kissing and slurping, allowed me to help the poor guy out, and I gave him my sissy best. After a few minutes of increasingly intense cock-sucking, I submitted entirely, putting my whore lips almost up against the hole in the booth and allowing him to plunder my wet, wet hole. Naturally, my skilled sucking brought him to climax and he blasted his load, some of which I was fortunate enough to capture on the lollipop. At Princess’s instruction, I twirled the load around the purple pop and sucked it down like a true tramp. Sweet, sweet cum.

Naturally, Princess didn’t allow me to cum myself during this face-fucking; instead I was ordered to go back home and degrade myself further by fucking a banana peel while she watched me on cam. So back I went, meek and horny. Once I got home, I carefully slit open a banana and removed the fruit while keeping the peel as intact as possible. Then I turned my cam on, called Princess again and submitted to her orders. First I wrapped the peel around my sissy tool and slowly and sensually started humping it. Princess encouraged me to speak to the fruit lovingly, and She was soon in peals of laughter as I desperately whispered sweet nothings to my “lover,” telling Mr. Banana how good he felt around my cock and how much better the feeling was than actual pussy. In truth, performing almost any act for Princess’s enjoyment, no matter how humiliating or depraved, is the best kind of sex that one can have.

I tried to drag out my banana-humping as long as possible because Princess was getting such a kick out of it, but after a while I couldn’t hold back and released my sissy load into the sticky fruit. Princess might have been in tears at this point because I was putting on such a good show. You can imagine what the final act of my performance was – that’s right, I had to clean up my creamy mess and enjoy a banana cream pie for the fabulous Princess.

I am a helpless, hopeless cum dumpster when Princess gets her hooks in me, and I am beyond grateful for her instruction and attention.

Sep 112010

Cumwhippers useless ballsAfter my Splooge-a-Palooza I was so exhausted I felt like I had to refrain from Princess Jewel’s training for awhile at least. I took almost an entire week off.

Since I’ve started training with Princess, my prescribed bedtime outfit is supposed to include my pink Princess T-shirt (it actually says “Princess” on it), my pink anklet socks (complete with pink bows), and NO boy shorts. Princess prefers that I don’t wear any bottoms at all to bed. I think it’s partly because She wants Thumbelina to feel less restricted.

Well, this last week I was a “silly boy” as Princess calls it. I wore my normal bedtime outfit (white T-shirt, shorts and white sox) and tried not to think about how exciting every call is with Princess.

Whenever I take any kind of break from Her, Princess says that I’m still thinking about or trying to actually BE a man, and that this will get more difficult to do as I get more and more addicted to Her control. I sometimes want to pretend this isn’t true, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop thinking about all the amazing and exciting things Princess makes me do, how wonderful it feels to be controlled by Her and how much I love hearing Her giggles as I degrade myself for Her amusement.

So, last night, I was back for another incredible session.

I think Thumbelina called Princess first. Every time I look at my credit card, I see new charges I don’t remember putting there. It seems that Thumby and Princess love shopping, and Thumbelina just loves buying things for Princess. I only find out about these purchases later on. This past week I got yet another package. This time it was two tutus – one hot pink and the other one purple. It’s hard to feel like a man when I keep receiving packages like this in the mail.

I do know that Thumbelina made me put on her lipshine, put the black lace bra on the Tweedles (my pathetic balls named by Princess Total emasculationas “Tweedledum and Tweedledee” are now only useful functioning as boobies for Thumbelina), put gold sparkle on her and the Tweedles, and spray her favorite perfume (Loves Baby Soft) on her and her boobies. She also made me put on the tutus – layering them with pink on top an purple underneath. Then Thumby made me take pictures for Princess. Princess may post a couple here.

By the time I finally surrendered to the urge to call and feel Princess Jewel’s complete control once more, She was ready to do her worst. She and Thumby are always plotting against me, and I think Thumbelina is always spying on me and telling Princess what I’m thinking. On this call, it was all about Princess making me eat lots and lots of whipped cum. I had the rest of Tom’s cum, some of Chris’ cum, and plenty of my own. At one point I was licking whipped cum off Mr. Cock (my 9″ big black dildo), saying cockfirmations and occasionally shooting whipped cum at my face. Princess Jewel was giggling and laughing all the while, and that’s like beautiful music to me now. Princess particularly loved it when I wobbled the head of Mr. Cock between my lips as spoke, making funny sounds (like I love Jeweltopiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa). By the end of the call, my tummy had LOTS of cummies in it. Princess was in a generous mood, I guess, because She allowed Thumbelina to throw up.

I was revved up for at least the next hour or so, and I couldn’t calm down until 3 am.

So much for resisting Princess Jewel. As I write this, I can barely remember why I wanted to try to be a man last week. Being Princess Jewel’s good girl is SOOO much better.



Sep 112010

Princess Jewel had been planning this splooge fest for a while it seems. She knew I’d eventually have cum from other guys and that She’s be able to use my weakness for it against me.

Tonight was my first “splooge-a-palooza”.

As I did various emasculating and degrading things with cum from two other guys (and with my own cum), I was commanded to say “splooge-a-palooza!”. At one point I had my mouth filled to overflowing with whipped cum and pre-cum and was blowing bubbles with it. When the cum bubbles foamed up and out of my mouth and started building up on my face, I either used “Mr. Cock” (my big black dildo) to push all the mess back into my mouth, or I had to use my spoon to catch the cum bubbles it as they ran down my face and then snort it all up into my nose. Princess Jewel was laughing so hard from all of this She was almost in tears. That made me want to do it even more.

Princess reminded me that She’d told me if I sucked more cocks, I’d get to eat more cum, and She was right. Princess is ALWAYS right. Guess I’ll be sucking even more cocks very soon for Princess Jewel.