Nov 032010

feminized sissy ballsCumwhipper has been AWOL from calling Princess Jewel for awhile and his useless balls needed to be feminized and emasculated, so I decided to take the initiative and contact Her myself. CW had really let himself go. He had stopped shaving the Tweedles (his useless balls – Tweedledum and Tweedledee **giggles**), hadn’t sucked cock in weeks, and has been starting to feel lost without Her influence.

Princess was very happy to hear from me, and that made me so happy! She told me I had to get CW to shave the Tweedles and start getting myself dressed up again. Princess knows how much I’ve missed getting pretty for Her!

tiny penis all dressed upI made CW clean up all the nasty hair around me and shave the Tweedles to make them as clean and smooth as possible. I immediately felt better. I messaged Princess Jewel, and She and I caught up on what had been happening with me and CW. She really wants CW to call Her so she can take advantage of him and humiliate him, so we talked about ways to make that happen soon.

I got all gussied up by tying up the Tweedles with some blue fabric ribbon, tying it into a pretty bow on top! I took pictures for Princess and shared them with Her, and it was so much fun. Then Princess had (yet another) great idea: The Tweedles needed to have nipples! We’d talked about this before, but this time I was determined to make it happen for Princess. I used a glue gun to glue little eye-shaped white sequins with tiny little eyeballs in them, one to each of two press-on star stickers, and then I  pasted the stars onto the Tweedles. Voila! They had nipples. *teehee*

I took lots more pictures of me (Thumbelina – Cumwhipper’s tiny penis!) with the Tweedles wearing their new nipples, and even some with my favorite black satin bra on the Tweedles. Princess said She’d add a couple of Her favorite pictures here from our play time.

It’s so wonderful to be back in touch with Princess Jewel again. She’s my BFF! We’re going to get Cumwhipper back involved here on the cum eating blog, as well. He needs to get back to sucking cocks and eating lots of splooge for Princess ASAP!

Thank you SOOOO much for the wonderful time, Princess Jewel!



Sep 112010

Cumwhippers useless ballsAfter my Splooge-a-Palooza I was so exhausted I felt like I had to refrain from Princess Jewel’s training for awhile at least. I took almost an entire week off.

Since I’ve started training with Princess, my prescribed bedtime outfit is supposed to include my pink Princess T-shirt (it actually says “Princess” on it), my pink anklet socks (complete with pink bows), and NO boy shorts. Princess prefers that I don’t wear any bottoms at all to bed. I think it’s partly because She wants Thumbelina to feel less restricted.

Well, this last week I was a “silly boy” as Princess calls it. I wore my normal bedtime outfit (white T-shirt, shorts and white sox) and tried not to think about how exciting every call is with Princess.

Whenever I take any kind of break from Her, Princess says that I’m still thinking about or trying to actually BE a man, and that this will get more difficult to do as I get more and more addicted to Her control. I sometimes want to pretend this isn’t true, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop thinking about all the amazing and exciting things Princess makes me do, how wonderful it feels to be controlled by Her and how much I love hearing Her giggles as I degrade myself for Her amusement.

So, last night, I was back for another incredible session.

I think Thumbelina called Princess first. Every time I look at my credit card, I see new charges I don’t remember putting there. It seems that Thumby and Princess love shopping, and Thumbelina just loves buying things for Princess. I only find out about these purchases later on. This past week I got yet another package. This time it was two tutus – one hot pink and the other one purple. It’s hard to feel like a man when I keep receiving packages like this in the mail.

I do know that Thumbelina made me put on her lipshine, put the black lace bra on the Tweedles (my pathetic balls named by Princess Total emasculationas “Tweedledum and Tweedledee” are now only useful functioning as boobies for Thumbelina), put gold sparkle on her and the Tweedles, and spray her favorite perfume (Loves Baby Soft) on her and her boobies. She also made me put on the tutus – layering them with pink on top an purple underneath. Then Thumby made me take pictures for Princess. Princess may post a couple here.

By the time I finally surrendered to the urge to call and feel Princess Jewel’s complete control once more, She was ready to do her worst. She and Thumby are always plotting against me, and I think Thumbelina is always spying on me and telling Princess what I’m thinking. On this call, it was all about Princess making me eat lots and lots of whipped cum. I had the rest of Tom’s cum, some of Chris’ cum, and plenty of my own. At one point I was licking whipped cum off Mr. Cock (my 9″ big black dildo), saying cockfirmations and occasionally shooting whipped cum at my face. Princess Jewel was giggling and laughing all the while, and that’s like beautiful music to me now. Princess particularly loved it when I wobbled the head of Mr. Cock between my lips as spoke, making funny sounds (like I love Jeweltopiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa). By the end of the call, my tummy had LOTS of cummies in it. Princess was in a generous mood, I guess, because She allowed Thumbelina to throw up.

I was revved up for at least the next hour or so, and I couldn’t calm down until 3 am.

So much for resisting Princess Jewel. As I write this, I can barely remember why I wanted to try to be a man last week. Being Princess Jewel’s good girl is SOOO much better.



Aug 312010

cumwhippers feminization*giggles*

Princess Jewel and I love to go shopping on Amazon, especially to feminize Cumwhipper. We buy lots things for her and for me (with Cumwhipper’s money, of course!), but we also have been buying things that Princess says Cumwhipper needs to wear.

Princess likes for Cumwhipper to go to bed without any “boy shorts” on. I like it because the sheets feel good on my widdle head. She also likes him to take his new 8″ thick black cock dildo to bed, too, and to nuzzle on the head of “Mr Cock” as he tries to fall sleep.

Recently, we’ve gotten him a pretty pink T-shirt to wear to bed that says “Princess”. Even better than that, Princess found a website for crossdressers and found pretty pink anklet socks with lace and bows that She wants CW to wear to bed instead of his white sports socks.

cross dressers ankle socksLast night was the first night CW wore the anklet socks, and I made him take some pictures of himself wearing both the “Princess” T-shirt and the anklet socks for Princess Jewel. Princess said She’d include one or two of Her favorites in this post!

All of this is part of our plan to get Cumwhipper to do more and more things that make him feel girly, even if some of them are embarrassing. Princess wants CW to be her “good girl”, and these things all help that along — Not to mention that he’s sucking cocks now, and that we’ve totally feminized his pathetic balls and turned them into my boobies!!!  *teeheeeeee*

I love Princess Jewel!



Aug 192010

Princess Jewel has me so perfectly twisted around her little finger, I’m willing to do almost anything she says. Princess has been using all kinds of different brainwashing techniques to put me deeper and deeper under her control, and it feels so good I not only don’t care, I want more and more of it. I’ve decided to list a few of the different ways Princess continues to use me and addict me to her.

Princess has me do my cock affirmations (“cockfirmations”) whenever we talk. It doesn’t matter what kind of call it is, Princess will have me repeating mantras like “I need real cock”, “Good girls that suck real cock get lots of fresh cummies”, and lately, she’s added things like “I’m a cum hole for Princess”, and “My face is made for servicing cock”. I find myself actually looking forward to doing my cockfirmations. It’s almost like I get a little jolt of adrenaline each time I repeat each cockfirmation. Usually, all the while, I’m doing all kinds of cumeating, sucking my dildo, slapping my face with the dildo, licking up “lines” of cum that Princess has me spread on the dildo, blowing bubbles with pre-cum and cum and making a complete cum-drenched mess of myself as Princess Jewel graces me with her wonderful laugh and amazing giggles. Princess has one of the most addictive giggles I’ve ever heard. I love making a total fool of myself just to hear her amusement.

Princess loves the idea of me sucking real cocks, and either eating the cum “straight from the tap”, or collecting it and bringing it home so I can whip it up for her on cam. So far, I’ve been back twice to an adult bookstore I’d been to in the past. The first trip (which I wrote about in this blog entry – was a success, because I got to suck two cocks, and I got one load in my cum hole and swallowed it. The second trip was a disappointment – no cocks to suck. I know I’ll be back though!

Princess also wants me to hook up with guys through a cruising website I belong to, and just last night she helped me compose emails to seven different guys in my area, letting them know I want to hook up and suck them off (with no reciprocation on their part). Princess has made it clear I’m never to be on the receiving end of a blowjob. That’s fine with me. I don’t really get turned on by guys sucking my cock, anyway. I’m sure this rule has something to do with controlling my orgasms.

One of the most powerful techniques Princess has been using has been having me call her when I’m already in bed for the night. Once I’m all cozy and relaxed under the covers, she has me nuzzle and gently kiss my dildo (Mr Cock, as she calls him) and say “I love you, Mr. Cock”. She tells me stories about Jeweltopia – a wonderful place where dreams come true. Princess Jewel rules Jeweltopia, and the stories of what happens there are incredibly exciting. She mixes in having me do more cockfirmations, and whispers to me in a sweet, beautiful voice about all the wonderful adventures a good girl like me will have in Jeweltopia. These erotic tales, sweetly told by Princess in her soft, lilting tone as I’m in a semi-conscious state, move me very deeply. I think they bind me to her in ways I can’t even describe. I just feel so loved and cared for. I don’t want the calls to end. Thumbelina is dancing in my pants like a crazy little girl as I think about it now.

Finally, Princess has started introducing orgasm control, or Tease & Denial (or whatever you might call it). Last night, she told me an incredibly exciting story about Jeweltopia, but she’d already let me know earlier last night that I was not to “let Thumbelina throw up” (as she likes to call my orgasms) until she gives her permission. When the call ended, Thumbelina had been leaking like crazy, even without me touching her. I was in a blissful, happy, turned on state, and couldn’t fall asleep for a long time. I wanted to cum so badly, but I knew that if I obeyed Princess Jewel’s command to not have an orgasm, I’d be making her happy, so I refrained.

Today, it’s like I’m in a constant state of arousal. Certainly, writing this blog entry and thinking about Princess Jewel and all the wonderful adventures I’m going to have under her direction has got Thumbelina dancing and jumping around. 🙂

Being one of Princess Jewel’s good girls is just an incredible feeling. I don’t know if I could ever turn back at this point, but why would I want to?

Aug 132010

emasculated ballsCumwhipper is getting better at making bras and things to emasculate his own balls (aka The Tweedles!)

First, CW started experimenting with creating a cute pouch to put the tweedles in. He cut a square of red satin to approximately cover Tweedledum and Tweedledee, plus a little extra. Then CW stretched a a hair scrunchy around the tweedles to make them stand out as much as possible. Then, the red satin went over the tweedles, followed by another scrunchy around the tweedles to secure the pouch in place. Princess has some pics that CW took. Not bad for a first effort, but we have to experiment more to get the best possible effect, and emphasize that CW’s balls are useless ornaments to be kept in a pretty little pouch or used as my boobies to at least make them look cute.  *teehee*

Next, CW tried made another bra for the tweedles, this time with red satin. I think this one came out even better than the black satin one we tried making the first time. CW took some pictures of the Tweedles all dressed up as my boobies in their red satin bra, and we used my new makeup brush to apply some pretty gold sparkles to my cleavage  (soooo sparkly!). Then we put my new locket on again. Princess has a couple pics of this, and they’re really great. I’d almost have to say that the tweedles look cute and pretty, but you be the judge! ***giggles***

Chatting after all this, Princess told me all about pinking shears, elastic, hot glue guns, and other things to use to start making more new and pretty outfits for me and the tweedles. Princess is helping me learn all kinds of exciting things about crafts and about how to look pretty. I’m feeling more girly every day!  🙂


Thumbelina Girly!

Aug 062010

feminizing ThumbelinaTo further my feminization, Princess Jewel helped me find on Amazon some pretty pink Covergirl Outlast lipshine and finisher. Princess told me to apply the lipshine to my entire head and then use the finisher to seal it in and put a shiny finish on it – SOOOO pretty! *teehee*

Princess has some pictures I took, and I hope she’ll post the best one here. I think Cumwhipper needs a new camera, cuz the pink color doesn’t show too well.

From now on, in addition to using Baby Shampoo on myself and on the Tweedles every morning (to help keep us silky smooth and soft!), I also spray Loves BabySoft perfume on us and from now on, I’ll also apply my lipshine and sealer, as well.

I’m getting prettier and prettier every day, and the tweedles are getting more girly, too. YAY!