Nov 142010
 

Thanks to Princess Jewel, Cumwhipper finally sucked his first black cock!  This past week, Princess Jewel helped me contact several guys on a cruising site that I’ve used to find bookstores with glory holes, and to find guys to hook up with to practice sucking cock. One of the guys is black and has a huge cock. His profile actually has pictures of his cock, and of guys sucking it. I’d exchanged emails with him before, but we’d never connected. This time, Princess helped me find just the right words to say in my email to entice him, and sure enough, he said he was interested in hooking up soon, and he gave me his phone number!

Until now, I’d never sucked black cock or tasted black cock cum, so I was pretty excited by the prospect of attempting to suck on this monster cock and taste its cum. Well, tonight, with Princess Jewel’s help, it finally happened!

Princess has been denying me orgasms (or, as She likes to say, not letting me squirt or letting Thumbelina “throw up”) since Tuesday. That’s a LONG time for me, and was sheer torture at points. The Tweedles were really complaining that they were backed up and needed to squirt, but Thumbelina and Princess Jewel worked together to make sure I didn’t cum. I watch a lot of porn, and so stopping short of cumming was really tough at points, but I really wanted to be a good girl for Princess. Princess Jewel had a plan to get me so horny that I’d do whatever I needed to do to suck cock for her.

Today was an exciting day all around. I got a new shipment of cum, and it was a LOT! I divided it up into three separate jars and labeled each jar so if I get other shipments I will to be able to keep all my cum straight! After that, I dropped off two containers at yet another guy’s apartment building so he could start working to fill them up (this is a guy Princess had me suck a couple months ago). That will take a couple weeks at least, but now I have more cum in the works from him.

After all these exciting developments, I decided to call the guy with the monster black cock and see if he was ready to hook up. We set a time for me to show up at a location a few minutes from where he lives. I went there, but he didn’t show.  I was so disappointed, but fortunately, it ended up being a misunderstanding. He was expecting me to call him as soon as I got to the agreed-on location, and I was expecting him to just show up. After 20 minutes I finally called from my cellphone, but it went to voice mail. When I got home, there was a message from him apologizing for the mix-up. We both still wanted to do it, so we set another time for a little later, and I was so desperate and horny that I went back to the same location and called him. He showed up within a few minutes.

We went to his place, and we got comfortable. He stripped down. I took my shirt and shoes off. He wanted me between his knees as he lay back on the couch, so he could see everything. He gave me a lot of direction, which was a good thing for this sissy cock whore. It made me feel at ease. He wanted me to go slowly and enjoy it. He told me to start by licking his cock and not to take it into my mouth until it was hard. I spent a fair amount of time licking his cock and even licking and sucking the balls. Gradually he grew into a big black monster cock! It had to be at least 8.5″, and probably 9″ fully hard. Pretty intimidating, but I tried to relax and take it slowly, as he suggested. Finally, he told me to put the tip in my mouth. I licked and sucked the head and slowly started working more and more cock into my sissy cocksucking whore mouth.

Eventually I decided I wanted to see how much I could take, and I pushed my head as far down as I could. I got a good bit in my throat, but gagged after a few seconds. He said to get it wet – that it would make it easier to get deeper in my throat, so I spit and drooled on the cock and spread all the spit up and down the shaft. I challenged myself and sucked it deeper and deeper – occasionally getting almost the entire cock in my mouth and throat. (My throat is still a little sore now, but it was SO worth it!) I LOVED having the head of that cock piercing my throat. I did gag a few more times, but it was less each time. He was loving watching me take his huge cock so deep and holding it in my throat. At points he was holding my head and talking dirty to me: “Oh yeah, suck that big black cock!”, and “You love sucking that cock, don’t you?!”. I mumbled an affirmative – It’s hard to talk with your mouth full of big black cock!! 🙂

Finally, after a good 30 minutes at least, he let me know that he wanted me to make his cock cum. This was a good thing, because my mouth and tongue were getting really tired. I wasn’t sure if I’d have enough stamina to make that cock cum. I probably need more endurance training! He said to speed up my strokes. He told me I didn’t have to go really deep, but he wanted fairly long, rhythmic strokes. I wiggled my tongue on the underside of the head and shaft of that beautiful cock as I started speeding up my strokes. I went faster and faster, and his legs tensed up. I knew this cock would cum soon. He told me I was going to “get a reward”, and it just made me suck harder and faster! Finally his cock started cumming. It didn’t really shoot out fast. I was able to keep up with it and swallow it all. Most of it went straight down my whore throat. As he wound down, I got to really taste the last few drops as I squeezed them out of the tip with my lips and tongue. It was yummy!

I think I did a good job, and I think he’s open to letting me suck his cock again. If I’m a lucky girl, I’ll get to suck that big black cock on a regular basis.

Princess Jewel made all of this possible. If She hadn’t enforced the “no squirting” rule, I may not have had the motivation to follow through with sucking my first big black cock. Princess Jewel is so good at making us sissy cock whores do what She wants us to do. Now I know why I missed her guidance so much.

Princess Jewel is the greatest!!!

Nov 082010
 

I took a break from speaking with Princess Jewel, thinking that I could regain some of my lost masculinity. I tried to make a clean break, and even tried calling a few other mistresses. They were okay, but my ability to stay focused on them for any length of time seems to be dwindling. In fact, I felt disenchanted fairly quickly.

Meanwhile, Thumbelina was missing Princess Jewel more and more, and finally, Thumby decided to take the initiative for both of us and reach out to Princess Jewel. (Thumby has more courage than the sissy boy she’s attached to, it seems). Thumby IM’d Princess, and Princess was very forgiving, and told Thumby that I would be welcome to call Her again any time.

When Thumbelina told me that, I realized how much I’d been missing Princess Jewel’s guidance. As luck would have it, at almost exactly the same time, Niteflirt finally re-enabled all their recorded listings. I immediately sampled many of Princess Jewel’s recordings…

All of them are amazing, wonderful recordings, but my favorites are “COCK Tease for Faggot Cock Suckers”, in which Princess describes in detail how she’ll tease you by waving a fat cock in front of your face, not allowing you to suck it until she gives her permission, and “You’re a Sissy, Sissy Faggot!”, which is a wonderful song that Princess improvises, which includes all kinds of taunts and emasculating lyrics.

After hearing Princess’s voice again, I realized just how much I’d been missing Her exquisite humiliation and how good it feels to surrender my masculinity to, and for, Her. It’s like a wonderful drug that I’m finding more and more difficult to live without.

I called Princess and, after making me apologize and explain why I’d been away for so long, we had a wonderful session.

She made me whip up two full shotglasses full of cum and then, after an appropriate amount of pleading and begging, allowed me to gobble down all those tasty cummies s fast as I could. I think Princess wanted me to eat so much cum that I’d get a tummy ache, but after all the cum I’ve eaten, it would take lots more to make me feel sick. I like having a tummy filled with yummy cummies!

Next, I had to use my spoon to fling whipped cum at my face as I recited cockfirmations. Princess got a big kick out of how messy my face got. It was so much fun.

Finally, Princess had me do a TON of cockfirmations as I worshiped “Mr. Cock” (my big, lifelike black dildo). She allowed me to cover Mr. Cock in whipped cummies and then lick and suck them off Mr. Cock. I also had to pretend Princess was with me and pushing my head down on Mr. Cock, as I took him as deep in my throat as I could, and then held it there until I started gagging. Oh, how Princess loved to hear me gag on Mr. Cock!

While I was away from Princess I didn’t get any shipments of cum, and now, just two days since reconnecting with Her, I got word that one of my sources has a new shipment ready to send! I realize now that if I keep working to be a devoted slave to Princess Jewel that I will get all the cocks and cummies I need.

Thank You for taking me back, Princess Jewel!

OXOXOXO

Cumwhipper

Sep 112010
 

Princess Jewel had been planning this splooge fest for a while it seems. She knew I’d eventually have cum from other guys and that She’s be able to use my weakness for it against me.

Tonight was my first “splooge-a-palooza”.

As I did various emasculating and degrading things with cum from two other guys (and with my own cum), I was commanded to say “splooge-a-palooza!”. At one point I had my mouth filled to overflowing with whipped cum and pre-cum and was blowing bubbles with it. When the cum bubbles foamed up and out of my mouth and started building up on my face, I either used “Mr. Cock” (my big black dildo) to push all the mess back into my mouth, or I had to use my spoon to catch the cum bubbles it as they ran down my face and then snort it all up into my nose. Princess Jewel was laughing so hard from all of this She was almost in tears. That made me want to do it even more.

Princess reminded me that She’d told me if I sucked more cocks, I’d get to eat more cum, and She was right. Princess is ALWAYS right. Guess I’ll be sucking even more cocks very soon for Princess Jewel.

Splooge-A-Palooooooooooooooooozzzzzzzaaaaaaaaa!

OXOXOXOXOX
Cumwhipper

Aug 222010
 

Princess Jewel has me using a cruising website which allows users to interact via email and chat. She’s had me sending out slutty emails to guys, saying things like: “I’d love to have my lips wrapped around your big, delicious cock.”, “Eager to make you blow your load.”, and “Wanna use my mouth and throat?”. She’s also encouraging me to chat with guys online – all of this so that I can hook up with guys to suck their cocks and get their cum, bring it home and then whip up for her on cam.

Well, I chatted with a guy a couple days ago and ended up going to his place. It was an awkward and mildly humiliating meeting, but I finally ended up sucking his 7″+ cock. He seemed to enjoy using my mouth and throat, and at points rubbed his cock all over my face and slapped it on my face and tongue. At points he got a little rough, pulling my hair and pushing his cock all the way in. I was able to take it, but gagged some. Unfortunately, the guy was unable to cum, but I don’t think it was my fault.

Later, I wanted to call Princess Jewel to give Her all the details, but I think Thumbelina called Princess first, because Her line was busy for quite a while. I think I’m going to see even more charges on my credit card. Thumby and Princess love to shop on my dime.

I finally got through to Princess and described what had happened. She was delighted that I had initiated chatting with this guy all on my own, without any further push from her. It probably helped that She hadn’t allowed me to cum for a few days, getting me more and more obsessed with the idea of sucking cocks for her.  When I told Her about the guy slapping his cock on my face and tongue, She almost squealed with delight and giggled, saying “I LOVE that!”. She also called me a slut for going through with it.

Earlier that day, I got my new 8″ Cyberskin black cock from Adam & Eve. It’s much more lifelike and MUCH thicker than my other dildo. So, before I’d be allowed to finally cum, Princess insisted on me trying it out. She wanted to see how much I could get in my mouth. I was able to get about 3/4 of it in on the first couple tries. She loved seeing my lips stretch around the fat black cock, and said She was proud of me for getting so much of it in my mouth. I’m sure with Her coaching I’ll be getting the entire dildo in my mouth before too long.

Princess allowed me to whip up some cum and spread it on the head of the new dildo, licking it off and reciting more cockfirmations, almost as if I was praying to the big black cock, worshiping it. Finally, I was allowed to cum but only while repeating the affirmation “I trust Princess!” over and over as I squirted.

I was so wiped out from all of this I couldn’t do much more than lay on the couch all day yesterday. I need to recover before I’m ready for more adventures! I hope Princess understands!

OXOXOXOXO

Cumwhipper

p.s.  I ordered the 8″ dildo from Adam & Eve using the link on Princess Jewels other blog http://www.jewelsfools.com/wordpress/ – If you need any toys for your training, use that link and Princess will get a commission!

Aug 192010
 

Princess Jewel has me so perfectly twisted around her little finger, I’m willing to do almost anything she says. Princess has been using all kinds of different brainwashing techniques to put me deeper and deeper under her control, and it feels so good I not only don’t care, I want more and more of it. I’ve decided to list a few of the different ways Princess continues to use me and addict me to her.

Princess has me do my cock affirmations (“cockfirmations”) whenever we talk. It doesn’t matter what kind of call it is, Princess will have me repeating mantras like “I need real cock”, “Good girls that suck real cock get lots of fresh cummies”, and lately, she’s added things like “I’m a cum hole for Princess”, and “My face is made for servicing cock”. I find myself actually looking forward to doing my cockfirmations. It’s almost like I get a little jolt of adrenaline each time I repeat each cockfirmation. Usually, all the while, I’m doing all kinds of cumeating, sucking my dildo, slapping my face with the dildo, licking up “lines” of cum that Princess has me spread on the dildo, blowing bubbles with pre-cum and cum and making a complete cum-drenched mess of myself as Princess Jewel graces me with her wonderful laugh and amazing giggles. Princess has one of the most addictive giggles I’ve ever heard. I love making a total fool of myself just to hear her amusement.

Princess loves the idea of me sucking real cocks, and either eating the cum “straight from the tap”, or collecting it and bringing it home so I can whip it up for her on cam. So far, I’ve been back twice to an adult bookstore I’d been to in the past. The first trip (which I wrote about in this blog entry – http://www.creampiecumeating.com/?p=671) was a success, because I got to suck two cocks, and I got one load in my cum hole and swallowed it. The second trip was a disappointment – no cocks to suck. I know I’ll be back though!

Princess also wants me to hook up with guys through a cruising website I belong to, and just last night she helped me compose emails to seven different guys in my area, letting them know I want to hook up and suck them off (with no reciprocation on their part). Princess has made it clear I’m never to be on the receiving end of a blowjob. That’s fine with me. I don’t really get turned on by guys sucking my cock, anyway. I’m sure this rule has something to do with controlling my orgasms.

One of the most powerful techniques Princess has been using has been having me call her when I’m already in bed for the night. Once I’m all cozy and relaxed under the covers, she has me nuzzle and gently kiss my dildo (Mr Cock, as she calls him) and say “I love you, Mr. Cock”. She tells me stories about Jeweltopia – a wonderful place where dreams come true. Princess Jewel rules Jeweltopia, and the stories of what happens there are incredibly exciting. She mixes in having me do more cockfirmations, and whispers to me in a sweet, beautiful voice about all the wonderful adventures a good girl like me will have in Jeweltopia. These erotic tales, sweetly told by Princess in her soft, lilting tone as I’m in a semi-conscious state, move me very deeply. I think they bind me to her in ways I can’t even describe. I just feel so loved and cared for. I don’t want the calls to end. Thumbelina is dancing in my pants like a crazy little girl as I think about it now.

Finally, Princess has started introducing orgasm control, or Tease & Denial (or whatever you might call it). Last night, she told me an incredibly exciting story about Jeweltopia, but she’d already let me know earlier last night that I was not to “let Thumbelina throw up” (as she likes to call my orgasms) until she gives her permission. When the call ended, Thumbelina had been leaking like crazy, even without me touching her. I was in a blissful, happy, turned on state, and couldn’t fall asleep for a long time. I wanted to cum so badly, but I knew that if I obeyed Princess Jewel’s command to not have an orgasm, I’d be making her happy, so I refrained.

Today, it’s like I’m in a constant state of arousal. Certainly, writing this blog entry and thinking about Princess Jewel and all the wonderful adventures I’m going to have under her direction has got Thumbelina dancing and jumping around. 🙂

Being one of Princess Jewel’s good girls is just an incredible feeling. I don’t know if I could ever turn back at this point, but why would I want to?

Aug 132010
 

emasculated ballsCumwhipper is getting better at making bras and things to emasculate his own balls (aka The Tweedles!)

First, CW started experimenting with creating a cute pouch to put the tweedles in. He cut a square of red satin to approximately cover Tweedledum and Tweedledee, plus a little extra. Then CW stretched a a hair scrunchy around the tweedles to make them stand out as much as possible. Then, the red satin went over the tweedles, followed by another scrunchy around the tweedles to secure the pouch in place. Princess has some pics that CW took. Not bad for a first effort, but we have to experiment more to get the best possible effect, and emphasize that CW’s balls are useless ornaments to be kept in a pretty little pouch or used as my boobies to at least make them look cute.  *teehee*

Next, CW tried made another bra for the tweedles, this time with red satin. I think this one came out even better than the black satin one we tried making the first time. CW took some pictures of the Tweedles all dressed up as my boobies in their red satin bra, and we used my new makeup brush to apply some pretty gold sparkles to my cleavage  (soooo sparkly!). Then we put my new locket on again. Princess has a couple pics of this, and they’re really great. I’d almost have to say that the tweedles look cute and pretty, but you be the judge! ***giggles***

Chatting after all this, Princess told me all about pinking shears, elastic, hot glue guns, and other things to use to start making more new and pretty outfits for me and the tweedles. Princess is helping me learn all kinds of exciting things about crafts and about how to look pretty. I’m feeling more girly every day!  🙂

<3<3<3

Thumbelina Girly!

Aug 082010
 

Cumwhipper's feminized ballsPrincess Jewel and I were chatting, and she reminded me that we’d only been back in touch for TEN DAYS! I told her it didn’t seem possible that it had only been that short a time. She and I have already accomplished SO much in that time, and Princess asked me to list my achievements in a blog entry. Of course, without the wonderful and insightful guidance of Princess Jewel, none of this would have been possible.

Princess says that the more we make Cumwhipper get lost in his perversions, the more he’ll be distracted, and the more we can play and I can have space to reach my potential.

So, here is my list of achievements so far,  in pink and purple (Princess Jewel’s favorite color!)…

  • Convincing Cumwhipper to get rid of all of his nasty pubic hair – This was one of the first things that Princess insisted making happen. She had me remind him to do it, and within one day, he’d used a depilatory cream and made all that awful hair go away. He’ll have to do this on a regular basis!
  • Making CW use baby shampoo on me every day to make me as silky smooth and soft as possible – This was a joint idea of both Princess and mine. The baby shampoo leaves me feeling smooth to the touch 🙂
  • Putting on lipshine and perfume every day – I can’t believe how girly this makes me feel. I make CW apply the perfume to both me and his pathetic balls, which brings me to the next achievement…
  • Feminizing the Tweedles – For those who haven’t heard, the Tweedles (Tweedledum and Tweedledee *giggles*) are CW’s balls. Princess and I have been gradually making them more and more feminine. Some of the ways we’ve been doing this are:
    • Keeping them shaved and smooth – the baby shampoo helps with that!
    • Applying perfume to them every morning
    • Turning them into my BOOBIES! – Oh my gosh, this was a genius idea that both Princess and I cooked up. I was talking about wishing I had boobs, and Princess suggested we might somehow use the tweedles as my boobies. To do that, we first ordered a doll’s bra through Amazon – there are pictures of this in another of my posts. But the latest thing is that we made CW go and buy some pretty satin and lace fabric, and now he’s making bras for his own balls. *teeheeee*. Believe it or not, they actually look sort of pretty in the latest pictures. Princess Jewel said she’d post one of them here.
  • Making Cumwhipper go to the glory hole – He hadn’t been there in AGES, and Princess and I basically talked him into going back. She’s had him sucking on his dildo whenever he eats cummies, making him do his cockfirmations on a regular basis, and even having me remind him to sleep with the dildo next to him on his pillow every night. He didn’t stand a chance! *giggles* He went yesterday, sucked two cocks, swallowed a load of cummies, and even wrote a blog entry here about it. Now, he’ll be returning there for sure!

See how much has happened in just ten days?!!! I’m feeling so girly now, I  sometimes forget I’m trapped in a nasty penis 🙂

I love you, Princess Jewel!

<3<3<3

Aug 042010
 

Thumbelinas New BraPrincess Jewel and I ordered a doll’s bikini top and we’ve used it as a bra for Cumwhipper’s balls (the tweedles – Tweedledum and Tweedledee!). Now I have boobies of my own!   Hooray!

I think Princess will be putting up some pictures we took of the Tweedles in the bra, and of me posing with my new boobies. I hope my new boobs look sexy. I need to start looking for a boyfriend, after all!

Princess Jewel has so many ideas for making the tweedles be very girly, and we’re having so much fun already.

Princess also had some advice for me about CW : Whenever Cumwhipper starts thinking about getting a girlfriend, I’m supposed to go totally limp, but when he thinks about cocks and cummies, I’m to dance around in his pants like I’m a happy girly. She says doing these things will help keep him focused on important stuff, like wanting to suck cocks and harvest cum, instead of thinking about girls! *teehee*

I’m going to try to keep a photo diary of all the things we do to the tweedles, and all my new makeup adventures and outfits. Look for more pictures to come soon!

<3<3<3

Thumbelina

Aug 032010
 

Cumwhipper's useless ballsHi,

We’re “the tweedles” – Tweedledum and Tweedledee – we’re Cumwhipper’s balls. You’ve probably heard mention of us in Princess Jewel’s and Thumbelina’s posts.

Right now we’re just regular guys – we like girls and spend all our time manufacturing cum. We like to watch football and other guy things like that. We’re not too smart, but since when have testicles needed to be brain surgeons – Duhhhhh, we don’t know.

Princess Jewel has all kinds of crazy things planned for us guys. We don’t like the sound of any of it, but we don’t know how to stop it. Oh well, we guess we’re in trouble. More to come on this.

I guess that’s it for now.

Aug 012010
 

Thumbelina and I have been totally abusing Cumwhipper all weekend.  Hehe.  We’ve been abusing his credit card too – buying all sorts of girly things to feminize Thumbelina (the girl who lives inside his little dick) and Tweedledee and Tweedledum (his pahtetic balls).

Thumbelina got lots of really girly stuff, including a doll-sized bra to put on the Tweedles to make them into boobs for her.  There’s just no hope of any sort of masculinity remaining in Cumwhipper’s groin.  I got lots of fun stuff too!  A totally hot pair of high heel sandals, hair clip, towel set, etc!

So anyway, Thumbelina just bought Me another email gift card from Amazon for half of the robotic vacuum cleaner, the iRoomba.  You can see it on My wishlist. It’s on sale for only $300 (usually $450)!  Great price.  But Thumbelina’s afraid that if we put more gift cards on Cumwhipper’s credit card, he might notice.  Lol.

So… who wants to make Princess happy and be a GOOD GIRL and buy the other half of the iRoomba (or any part there of) while it is still on sale?  What a great way to say “Thank you, Princess, for totally emasculating Me, making Me eat cum and making My silly little sissy dicklet squirt harder than I ever thought possible”!  The link to send an email gift card is right on My wishlist.

I’m a total clean freak, but, really I have better things to do (especially in the summer time) than vacuum!  Be a good girl and make Princess happy now!!