Nov 082010

I took a break from speaking with Princess Jewel, thinking that I could regain some of my lost masculinity. I tried to make a clean break, and even tried calling a few other mistresses. They were okay, but my ability to stay focused on them for any length of time seems to be dwindling. In fact, I felt disenchanted fairly quickly.

Meanwhile, Thumbelina was missing Princess Jewel more and more, and finally, Thumby decided to take the initiative for both of us and reach out to Princess Jewel. (Thumby has more courage than the sissy boy she’s attached to, it seems). Thumby IM’d Princess, and Princess was very forgiving, and told Thumby that I would be welcome to call Her again any time.

When Thumbelina told me that, I realized how much I’d been missing Princess Jewel’s guidance. As luck would have it, at almost exactly the same time, Niteflirt finally re-enabled all their recorded listings. I immediately sampled many of Princess Jewel’s recordings…

All of them are amazing, wonderful recordings, but my favorites are “COCK Tease for Faggot Cock Suckers”, in which Princess describes in detail how she’ll tease you by waving a fat cock in front of your face, not allowing you to suck it until she gives her permission, and “You’re a Sissy, Sissy Faggot!”, which is a wonderful song that Princess improvises, which includes all kinds of taunts and emasculating lyrics.

After hearing Princess’s voice again, I realized just how much I’d been missing Her exquisite humiliation and how good it feels to surrender my masculinity to, and for, Her. It’s like a wonderful drug that I’m finding more and more difficult to live without.

I called Princess and, after making me apologize and explain why I’d been away for so long, we had a wonderful session.

She made me whip up two full shotglasses full of cum and then, after an appropriate amount of pleading and begging, allowed me to gobble down all those tasty cummies s fast as I could. I think Princess wanted me to eat so much cum that I’d get a tummy ache, but after all the cum I’ve eaten, it would take lots more to make me feel sick. I like having a tummy filled with yummy cummies!

Next, I had to use my spoon to fling whipped cum at my face as I recited cockfirmations. Princess got a big kick out of how messy my face got. It was so much fun.

Finally, Princess had me do a TON of cockfirmations as I worshiped “Mr. Cock” (my big, lifelike black dildo). She allowed me to cover Mr. Cock in whipped cummies and then lick and suck them off Mr. Cock. I also had to pretend Princess was with me and pushing my head down on Mr. Cock, as I took him as deep in my throat as I could, and then held it there until I started gagging. Oh, how Princess loved to hear me gag on Mr. Cock!

While I was away from Princess I didn’t get any shipments of cum, and now, just two days since reconnecting with Her, I got word that one of my sources has a new shipment ready to send! I realize now that if I keep working to be a devoted slave to Princess Jewel that I will get all the cocks and cummies I need.

Thank You for taking me back, Princess Jewel!



Sep 112010

Cumwhippers useless ballsAfter my Splooge-a-Palooza I was so exhausted I felt like I had to refrain from Princess Jewel’s training for awhile at least. I took almost an entire week off.

Since I’ve started training with Princess, my prescribed bedtime outfit is supposed to include my pink Princess T-shirt (it actually says “Princess” on it), my pink anklet socks (complete with pink bows), and NO boy shorts. Princess prefers that I don’t wear any bottoms at all to bed. I think it’s partly because She wants Thumbelina to feel less restricted.

Well, this last week I was a “silly boy” as Princess calls it. I wore my normal bedtime outfit (white T-shirt, shorts and white sox) and tried not to think about how exciting every call is with Princess.

Whenever I take any kind of break from Her, Princess says that I’m still thinking about or trying to actually BE a man, and that this will get more difficult to do as I get more and more addicted to Her control. I sometimes want to pretend this isn’t true, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop thinking about all the amazing and exciting things Princess makes me do, how wonderful it feels to be controlled by Her and how much I love hearing Her giggles as I degrade myself for Her amusement.

So, last night, I was back for another incredible session.

I think Thumbelina called Princess first. Every time I look at my credit card, I see new charges I don’t remember putting there. It seems that Thumby and Princess love shopping, and Thumbelina just loves buying things for Princess. I only find out about these purchases later on. This past week I got yet another package. This time it was two tutus – one hot pink and the other one purple. It’s hard to feel like a man when I keep receiving packages like this in the mail.

I do know that Thumbelina made me put on her lipshine, put the black lace bra on the Tweedles (my pathetic balls named by Princess Total emasculationas “Tweedledum and Tweedledee” are now only useful functioning as boobies for Thumbelina), put gold sparkle on her and the Tweedles, and spray her favorite perfume (Loves Baby Soft) on her and her boobies. She also made me put on the tutus – layering them with pink on top an purple underneath. Then Thumby made me take pictures for Princess. Princess may post a couple here.

By the time I finally surrendered to the urge to call and feel Princess Jewel’s complete control once more, She was ready to do her worst. She and Thumby are always plotting against me, and I think Thumbelina is always spying on me and telling Princess what I’m thinking. On this call, it was all about Princess making me eat lots and lots of whipped cum. I had the rest of Tom’s cum, some of Chris’ cum, and plenty of my own. At one point I was licking whipped cum off Mr. Cock (my 9″ big black dildo), saying cockfirmations and occasionally shooting whipped cum at my face. Princess Jewel was giggling and laughing all the while, and that’s like beautiful music to me now. Princess particularly loved it when I wobbled the head of Mr. Cock between my lips as spoke, making funny sounds (like I love Jeweltopiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa). By the end of the call, my tummy had LOTS of cummies in it. Princess was in a generous mood, I guess, because She allowed Thumbelina to throw up.

I was revved up for at least the next hour or so, and I couldn’t calm down until 3 am.

So much for resisting Princess Jewel. As I write this, I can barely remember why I wanted to try to be a man last week. Being Princess Jewel’s good girl is SOOO much better.



Sep 112010

Princess Jewel had been planning this splooge fest for a while it seems. She knew I’d eventually have cum from other guys and that She’s be able to use my weakness for it against me.

Tonight was my first “splooge-a-palooza”.

As I did various emasculating and degrading things with cum from two other guys (and with my own cum), I was commanded to say “splooge-a-palooza!”. At one point I had my mouth filled to overflowing with whipped cum and pre-cum and was blowing bubbles with it. When the cum bubbles foamed up and out of my mouth and started building up on my face, I either used “Mr. Cock” (my big black dildo) to push all the mess back into my mouth, or I had to use my spoon to catch the cum bubbles it as they ran down my face and then snort it all up into my nose. Princess Jewel was laughing so hard from all of this She was almost in tears. That made me want to do it even more.

Princess reminded me that She’d told me if I sucked more cocks, I’d get to eat more cum, and She was right. Princess is ALWAYS right. Guess I’ll be sucking even more cocks very soon for Princess Jewel.



Aug 222010

Princess Jewel has me using a cruising website which allows users to interact via email and chat. She’s had me sending out slutty emails to guys, saying things like: “I’d love to have my lips wrapped around your big, delicious cock.”, “Eager to make you blow your load.”, and “Wanna use my mouth and throat?”. She’s also encouraging me to chat with guys online – all of this so that I can hook up with guys to suck their cocks and get their cum, bring it home and then whip up for her on cam.

Well, I chatted with a guy a couple days ago and ended up going to his place. It was an awkward and mildly humiliating meeting, but I finally ended up sucking his 7″+ cock. He seemed to enjoy using my mouth and throat, and at points rubbed his cock all over my face and slapped it on my face and tongue. At points he got a little rough, pulling my hair and pushing his cock all the way in. I was able to take it, but gagged some. Unfortunately, the guy was unable to cum, but I don’t think it was my fault.

Later, I wanted to call Princess Jewel to give Her all the details, but I think Thumbelina called Princess first, because Her line was busy for quite a while. I think I’m going to see even more charges on my credit card. Thumby and Princess love to shop on my dime.

I finally got through to Princess and described what had happened. She was delighted that I had initiated chatting with this guy all on my own, without any further push from her. It probably helped that She hadn’t allowed me to cum for a few days, getting me more and more obsessed with the idea of sucking cocks for her.  When I told Her about the guy slapping his cock on my face and tongue, She almost squealed with delight and giggled, saying “I LOVE that!”. She also called me a slut for going through with it.

Earlier that day, I got my new 8″ Cyberskin black cock from Adam & Eve. It’s much more lifelike and MUCH thicker than my other dildo. So, before I’d be allowed to finally cum, Princess insisted on me trying it out. She wanted to see how much I could get in my mouth. I was able to get about 3/4 of it in on the first couple tries. She loved seeing my lips stretch around the fat black cock, and said She was proud of me for getting so much of it in my mouth. I’m sure with Her coaching I’ll be getting the entire dildo in my mouth before too long.

Princess allowed me to whip up some cum and spread it on the head of the new dildo, licking it off and reciting more cockfirmations, almost as if I was praying to the big black cock, worshiping it. Finally, I was allowed to cum but only while repeating the affirmation “I trust Princess!” over and over as I squirted.

I was so wiped out from all of this I couldn’t do much more than lay on the couch all day yesterday. I need to recover before I’m ready for more adventures! I hope Princess understands!



p.s.  I ordered the 8″ dildo from Adam & Eve using the link on Princess Jewels other blog – If you need any toys for your training, use that link and Princess will get a commission!

Aug 012010

Well, only my second session with Princess Jewel after my long absence, and Princess has got me craving real cocks more than ever. She had me eating cum and sucking on my dildo for much of the session, while doing my cock affirmations (or “cockfirmations”, as she likes to call them): “I need real cock”, “Good cocksuckers get lots of cummies”, etc..

She also had me coat the top of my dildo with a long trail of whipped cummies and slowly and sensually lick it off, pretending it was a real cock. By the time I finished licking the last of it off, I found myself wishing that it really WAS a real cock – a beautiful, thick, warm cock with a pretty head that would respond to my tongue, and if I did a good job, would reward me with fresh cummies.

Now, Thumbelina (the girl that lives inside my penis) is getting in on the act. She signed up on this blog as Thumbelina Girly, and has already posted an entry.

Princess Jewel ordered me to get rid of all the hair in my pubic region (because it’s way too masculine for such a faggot like me to have all that nasty hair, she said), and I dutifully used a depilatory cream to do a complete “deforestation”, leaving me feeling as smooth as silk. Thumbelina did her own call on Niteflirt with Princess Jewel, and apparently, she and Princess decided to tie up my balls with pretty pink ribbon in such a way to make them look like Thumbelina has boobs. They even used eyeliner to draw a nipple on each “boob”. As if that isn’t humiliating enough, I think they may have gone on Thumby’s Amazon wishlist (yes, Thumby even has her own wishlist – good Lord!) and ordered a doll-sized bikini top that they plan to use as a bra for my balls, and a little locket to wear in the “cleavage” to make it even more pretty.

Princess Jewel has even gone so far as to rename my balls, calling them “Tweedledum and Tweedledee”, or “the tweedles” for short. She says she wants to make them as feminine and girly as Thumbelina, so that Thumby has girly company. She says I won’t be needing them all that much longer anyway.

I think Thumby might even try to get Tweedledum and Tweedledee to open an account on this blog, too. OMG!

At the end of the session, after being instructed to fuck my mouth with the dildo as if it were a REAL man’s cock fucking it, I was finally allowed to squirt my own cummies while holding cum and my dildo in my mouth, as Princess Jewel encouraged me to “Empty little Tweedledum and Tweedledee!!!”

I’m truly fucked, but it feels so good, I don’t care.



Jul 282010

Princess Jewel told me to write a post about my new cum source, so here goes…

I check in on eBanned occasionally, looking to see if anyone is auctioning off cum. Almost always, it’s cum in condoms (blechh- it totally ruins the taste!), or on panties, etc., but when I looked a few weeks ago, a new seller on the site was auctioning off a very interesting-sounding item: “Container full of Good Clean CUM! Over 30 loads worth!”. I checked it out immediately and it sounded perfect. I immediately put in a bid, but someone had an automatic high bid in. It took me a few more bids to beat that. I monitored it for the next couple days and had to outbid that same buyer again. I finally won the bid for $62!

This is a new woman seller on eBanned (and her boyfriend), and she was very good about communication and open to my suggestions about how to best pack the cum, etc..

Within a few days, I got the shipment, and have since done a couple sessions, whipping it up and tasting it. It has a salty flavor and a bit stronger aroma than my cum. It also whips up more slowly and doesn’t get as thick as my cum. A nice contrast, though. It’s always fun to sample new cummies!

I hope to be doing a session with Princess Jewel soon, and I’ll certainly have some of this cum thawed and ready to whip.

The woman on eBanned is open to doing ongoing collecting and periodic shipments, which is really lucky for me. It’s really hard to find regular, reliable sources for cum!

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