Dec 212010
 

Princess, I followed-up and went yesterday evening to see if I could suck cock at the glory hole.  I was very nervous and looked around.  There were a few guys around going in and out of booths and standing around.  I looked around and finally went into a booth and closed the door.  I saw the hole in the wall and sat down on the chair and put money in and flicked through the movies until I saw a gay porn one with guys sucking each others cocks.  I watched that and it got me very hot and hard.  I tried to call the number then to listen to your recording, but I forgot to bring it.  So I thought as I watch the men sucking each other in the movie what you say in the recording.  It is in my head and stuck there about how I want to be a cock sucker. “Cock Cock Cock” is all I was thinking about and getting so crazy then.  I took my pants down and sat there with a throbbing hard cock watching the movie and thinking your words in my head.  Then I saw a cock come through the hole in the wall.  It was maybe 6 inches long and sticking straight through and was hard.  I seemed to instinctively go down to my knees in front of it.  I first touched it with my hand feeling it and stroking it some.  It stiffened even more as I stroked it.  My own cock was absolutely throbbing now.  I was so horny.  I bent toward the cock and lick the tip a few times and the cock jumped up some as I did that.  I then took it slowly in my mouth and starting sucking the cock.  Taking it in most of the way and moving my mouth over it up and down.  I felt like I was out of my mind sucking this cock, it felt great in my mouth and I felt so good sucking it and it made my own cock leak some precum.  I was just so into the sucking and kept it up, reveling in the feeling and taste.  After sucking it a long time, I could feel it pulse in my mouth and the balls stiffened and he exploded his cum into me.  Straight into my hungry mouth.  I sucked it all out and swallowed the load.  He pulled out and I sat there being kinda dizzy from the experience.  My own cock throbbing.  I put more money into the movie and sat there a little bit watching and remembering the experience I just had.  Then another cock came through the same hole.  I did want another one and went down and sucked that one similarly.  It was about 5 inches long and he came very fast and as he did he pulled out and a lot of the jizz splashed on my face.  I licked around my lips some of the cum and then sat down again.  I felt like such a faggot, but I felt great and horny.  I then jerked myself and came all over the wall in the booth.  Then I left shortly after that.  What an experience, your recording pushed me over the edge to go and try to suck a cock.  Now I am so happy I did!  Thank you Princess.

Dec 192010
 

I listened to Princess’s phone sex cock sucking recording more called “Cock Cock Cock.” It is so wonderful, she is in my head, I hear her saying cock, cock, cock, I repeat all the time, I do want to become a cock sucker so much now.  She seems to be pushing me over the edge into a life of cocks.  It excites me so much to think  about it.  I have even researched where some adult book stores with glory hole booths are near me and the reviews say this one has men that go there to suck cock and be sucked.  It sounds all so exciting a place.  I am thinking of going tomorrow.  Princess, do you think I should try and maybe just scope it out and see what is in the place?

Nov 182010
 

Lately I’ve been wondering if it’s even possible for me and My sissy lips to be more submissive to Princess Jewel. After all, She now has me running off to the glory hole on a fairly regular schedule, noisily slurping dick for Her amusement, and getting cum on by one or more stunt cocks while She listens. It’s not hard to conclude that this is about as low as a sissy can go on the dignity scale.

Still, the hunger to push the envelope in order to make Her happier still nags at me: How can I become even more servile? How can I show Her that I am willing, even eager, to be even more of a sissy tramp in order to please Her? What can I possibly do to symbolically express my complete, abject surrender to Her?

And so a thought comes to me. It’s a small gesture, admittedly, but symbolically significant. The next time I go to the glory hole palace I’m going to try something new. After I prep that night’s lucky Mr. Cock with my usual kissing, teasing and tugging, and after a little bit of the patented Candy Lips sensual cocksucking, I’m going to surrender. By which I mean I am going to give up all control of the situation and let The Cock have its way with my mouth.

One thing I’ve noticed when whoring for Princess is that the cocks can get pretty aggressive. If I don’t move my head back, or use my hand to help dictate the pace of the action, those glory hole beasts would really pound away hard at my perfect wet lips. As a provider, I prefer to suck cock sensually, but it occurs to me that a true sissy slut doesn’t impose her will on the cock, but rather surrenders to it.

And what is the universal sign of surrender? Hands up, palms outward, signifying submission.

So the next time I head over to the book store, I am going to get on my knees, do my usual sissy cock teasing action for a while, get the Stud Cock all worked up, and then submit to it in the most complete fashion possible. I’m going to place my hands above my head on the wall in front of me and give up all control, as a gift to Princess. My slut mouth will be totally vulnerable to the cock exploring it. It can pump my lips slowly, it can poke and explore the wet hole I’m offering it, it can fuck my face hard and fast, or it can force its way down my throat and make me gag. It can make me whimper and slobber. It can do whatever it wants. And the whole time my hands will be helplessly against the wall in front of me, unable to slow the cock down or keep it away. I will not pull my head away so I can speak to Princess, as I usually do. Instead, I will simply be the servile sissy cocksucker of Princess Jewel’s dreams and I will love knowing that I am entertaining Her and making her giggle as she tenderly (or viciously) urges me on.

Thank You, Princess, for teaching me how to be the very best girl I can be for You.

Nov 142010
 

Thanks to Princess Jewel, Cumwhipper finally sucked his first black cock!  This past week, Princess Jewel helped me contact several guys on a cruising site that I’ve used to find bookstores with glory holes, and to find guys to hook up with to practice sucking cock. One of the guys is black and has a huge cock. His profile actually has pictures of his cock, and of guys sucking it. I’d exchanged emails with him before, but we’d never connected. This time, Princess helped me find just the right words to say in my email to entice him, and sure enough, he said he was interested in hooking up soon, and he gave me his phone number!

Until now, I’d never sucked black cock or tasted black cock cum, so I was pretty excited by the prospect of attempting to suck on this monster cock and taste its cum. Well, tonight, with Princess Jewel’s help, it finally happened!

Princess has been denying me orgasms (or, as She likes to say, not letting me squirt or letting Thumbelina “throw up”) since Tuesday. That’s a LONG time for me, and was sheer torture at points. The Tweedles were really complaining that they were backed up and needed to squirt, but Thumbelina and Princess Jewel worked together to make sure I didn’t cum. I watch a lot of porn, and so stopping short of cumming was really tough at points, but I really wanted to be a good girl for Princess. Princess Jewel had a plan to get me so horny that I’d do whatever I needed to do to suck cock for her.

Today was an exciting day all around. I got a new shipment of cum, and it was a LOT! I divided it up into three separate jars and labeled each jar so if I get other shipments I will to be able to keep all my cum straight! After that, I dropped off two containers at yet another guy’s apartment building so he could start working to fill them up (this is a guy Princess had me suck a couple months ago). That will take a couple weeks at least, but now I have more cum in the works from him.

After all these exciting developments, I decided to call the guy with the monster black cock and see if he was ready to hook up. We set a time for me to show up at a location a few minutes from where he lives. I went there, but he didn’t show.  I was so disappointed, but fortunately, it ended up being a misunderstanding. He was expecting me to call him as soon as I got to the agreed-on location, and I was expecting him to just show up. After 20 minutes I finally called from my cellphone, but it went to voice mail. When I got home, there was a message from him apologizing for the mix-up. We both still wanted to do it, so we set another time for a little later, and I was so desperate and horny that I went back to the same location and called him. He showed up within a few minutes.

We went to his place, and we got comfortable. He stripped down. I took my shirt and shoes off. He wanted me between his knees as he lay back on the couch, so he could see everything. He gave me a lot of direction, which was a good thing for this sissy cock whore. It made me feel at ease. He wanted me to go slowly and enjoy it. He told me to start by licking his cock and not to take it into my mouth until it was hard. I spent a fair amount of time licking his cock and even licking and sucking the balls. Gradually he grew into a big black monster cock! It had to be at least 8.5″, and probably 9″ fully hard. Pretty intimidating, but I tried to relax and take it slowly, as he suggested. Finally, he told me to put the tip in my mouth. I licked and sucked the head and slowly started working more and more cock into my sissy cocksucking whore mouth.

Eventually I decided I wanted to see how much I could take, and I pushed my head as far down as I could. I got a good bit in my throat, but gagged after a few seconds. He said to get it wet – that it would make it easier to get deeper in my throat, so I spit and drooled on the cock and spread all the spit up and down the shaft. I challenged myself and sucked it deeper and deeper – occasionally getting almost the entire cock in my mouth and throat. (My throat is still a little sore now, but it was SO worth it!) I LOVED having the head of that cock piercing my throat. I did gag a few more times, but it was less each time. He was loving watching me take his huge cock so deep and holding it in my throat. At points he was holding my head and talking dirty to me: “Oh yeah, suck that big black cock!”, and “You love sucking that cock, don’t you?!”. I mumbled an affirmative – It’s hard to talk with your mouth full of big black cock!! 🙂

Finally, after a good 30 minutes at least, he let me know that he wanted me to make his cock cum. This was a good thing, because my mouth and tongue were getting really tired. I wasn’t sure if I’d have enough stamina to make that cock cum. I probably need more endurance training! He said to speed up my strokes. He told me I didn’t have to go really deep, but he wanted fairly long, rhythmic strokes. I wiggled my tongue on the underside of the head and shaft of that beautiful cock as I started speeding up my strokes. I went faster and faster, and his legs tensed up. I knew this cock would cum soon. He told me I was going to “get a reward”, and it just made me suck harder and faster! Finally his cock started cumming. It didn’t really shoot out fast. I was able to keep up with it and swallow it all. Most of it went straight down my whore throat. As he wound down, I got to really taste the last few drops as I squeezed them out of the tip with my lips and tongue. It was yummy!

I think I did a good job, and I think he’s open to letting me suck his cock again. If I’m a lucky girl, I’ll get to suck that big black cock on a regular basis.

Princess Jewel made all of this possible. If She hadn’t enforced the “no squirting” rule, I may not have had the motivation to follow through with sucking my first big black cock. Princess Jewel is so good at making us sissy cock whores do what She wants us to do. Now I know why I missed her guidance so much.

Princess Jewel is the greatest!!!

Nov 082010
 

I took a break from speaking with Princess Jewel, thinking that I could regain some of my lost masculinity. I tried to make a clean break, and even tried calling a few other mistresses. They were okay, but my ability to stay focused on them for any length of time seems to be dwindling. In fact, I felt disenchanted fairly quickly.

Meanwhile, Thumbelina was missing Princess Jewel more and more, and finally, Thumby decided to take the initiative for both of us and reach out to Princess Jewel. (Thumby has more courage than the sissy boy she’s attached to, it seems). Thumby IM’d Princess, and Princess was very forgiving, and told Thumby that I would be welcome to call Her again any time.

When Thumbelina told me that, I realized how much I’d been missing Princess Jewel’s guidance. As luck would have it, at almost exactly the same time, Niteflirt finally re-enabled all their recorded listings. I immediately sampled many of Princess Jewel’s recordings…

All of them are amazing, wonderful recordings, but my favorites are “COCK Tease for Faggot Cock Suckers”, in which Princess describes in detail how she’ll tease you by waving a fat cock in front of your face, not allowing you to suck it until she gives her permission, and “You’re a Sissy, Sissy Faggot!”, which is a wonderful song that Princess improvises, which includes all kinds of taunts and emasculating lyrics.

After hearing Princess’s voice again, I realized just how much I’d been missing Her exquisite humiliation and how good it feels to surrender my masculinity to, and for, Her. It’s like a wonderful drug that I’m finding more and more difficult to live without.

I called Princess and, after making me apologize and explain why I’d been away for so long, we had a wonderful session.

She made me whip up two full shotglasses full of cum and then, after an appropriate amount of pleading and begging, allowed me to gobble down all those tasty cummies s fast as I could. I think Princess wanted me to eat so much cum that I’d get a tummy ache, but after all the cum I’ve eaten, it would take lots more to make me feel sick. I like having a tummy filled with yummy cummies!

Next, I had to use my spoon to fling whipped cum at my face as I recited cockfirmations. Princess got a big kick out of how messy my face got. It was so much fun.

Finally, Princess had me do a TON of cockfirmations as I worshiped “Mr. Cock” (my big, lifelike black dildo). She allowed me to cover Mr. Cock in whipped cummies and then lick and suck them off Mr. Cock. I also had to pretend Princess was with me and pushing my head down on Mr. Cock, as I took him as deep in my throat as I could, and then held it there until I started gagging. Oh, how Princess loved to hear me gag on Mr. Cock!

While I was away from Princess I didn’t get any shipments of cum, and now, just two days since reconnecting with Her, I got word that one of my sources has a new shipment ready to send! I realize now that if I keep working to be a devoted slave to Princess Jewel that I will get all the cocks and cummies I need.

Thank You for taking me back, Princess Jewel!

OXOXOXO

Cumwhipper

Nov 032010
 

feminized sissy ballsCumwhipper has been AWOL from calling Princess Jewel for awhile and his useless balls needed to be feminized and emasculated, so I decided to take the initiative and contact Her myself. CW had really let himself go. He had stopped shaving the Tweedles (his useless balls – Tweedledum and Tweedledee **giggles**), hadn’t sucked cock in weeks, and has been starting to feel lost without Her influence.

Princess was very happy to hear from me, and that made me so happy! She told me I had to get CW to shave the Tweedles and start getting myself dressed up again. Princess knows how much I’ve missed getting pretty for Her!

tiny penis all dressed upI made CW clean up all the nasty hair around me and shave the Tweedles to make them as clean and smooth as possible. I immediately felt better. I messaged Princess Jewel, and She and I caught up on what had been happening with me and CW. She really wants CW to call Her so she can take advantage of him and humiliate him, so we talked about ways to make that happen soon.

I got all gussied up by tying up the Tweedles with some blue fabric ribbon, tying it into a pretty bow on top! I took pictures for Princess and shared them with Her, and it was so much fun. Then Princess had (yet another) great idea: The Tweedles needed to have nipples! We’d talked about this before, but this time I was determined to make it happen for Princess. I used a glue gun to glue little eye-shaped white sequins with tiny little eyeballs in them, one to each of two press-on star stickers, and then I  pasted the stars onto the Tweedles. Voila! They had nipples. *teehee*

I took lots more pictures of me (Thumbelina – Cumwhipper’s tiny penis!) with the Tweedles wearing their new nipples, and even some with my favorite black satin bra on the Tweedles. Princess said She’d add a couple of Her favorite pictures here from our play time.

It’s so wonderful to be back in touch with Princess Jewel again. She’s my BFF! We’re going to get Cumwhipper back involved here on the cum eating blog, as well. He needs to get back to sucking cocks and eating lots of splooge for Princess ASAP!

Thank you SOOOO much for the wonderful time, Princess Jewel!

OXOXOXOXOX

Thumbelina

Oct 232010
 

… is gonna get his cock sucked tonight. And not just by any whore — but by me, Candy Lips, whom Princess has transformed into the hottest little dick sucker in the county.

I’m not sure exactly how this happened. When I first started speaking with Princess, I was just another sissy, lingerie-wearing dildo worshipper. I was cock-curious, I suppose, but mostly I just liked the symbolism of being a submissive slut. But over the course of about a year (Princess is very patient), She slowly guided me into realizing that I was a bigger whore than I initially realized, and that my true destiny lay in the local glory hole palace, where there was an endless supply of real cock for a budding blowjob superstar to practice on. And finally the day came when I worked up the nerve to enter the bookstore, find a guy with a hard dick, and get on my knees and please my Princess by sucking cock while she alternately teased, egged me on and humiliated me over the phone.

Princess says that this drive is really more about me than about Her, but I think She sells Herself short. There is simply no way I would ever have done this without Her training and encouragement, and it was my intense desire to show Her my devotion that took me over the line. I never do this on my own, only for Princess. I am so grateful for everything She has done to help me see my place – on my knees for Her.

She doesn’t have to do anything anymore to get me ready. The drive is now implanted in my brain – every once in a while I simply get The Need to get on my knees and suck a hard cock for Princess’ amusement. I can’t help it – I am now Her brainwashed, zombie cocksucker: Get the urge, inform Princess, put on glossy lipstick, enter bookstore, find cock, call Princess, see cock, kiss cock, caress cock, beg Princess for cock while she taunts me, lick cock, tease cock, drool on cock, submit to cock, suck cock, get my mouth fucked hard, let cock cum on my face.

It’s going to happen again tonight. Some lucky guy is going to get his cock sucked by my wet, red eager lips. While Princess giggles and reminds me what a slut I am.

I can’t wait.

Oct 092010
 

If you want PRINCESS JEWEL to laugh until she coughs, just be a horny cum eater wearing black ski mask along with a sissy pink camisole and stockings on cam for her.

The Beginning – Princess had told me before that she would like to see me dressed and eating my cum on cam, but I have been too nervous to do anything on cam (I didn’t own a cam until today).

I got the cam hooked up and setup a Yahoo messenger account. Next I called Princess and she walked me through the process of getting connected with her and her being able to see my cam picture. Then I told her I would call back in about an hour showered, dressed like a sissy, and ready to eat my cum for her.

When I called back I was very nervous but Princess calmed me down by telling me that she would never share the pictures, since I am not into public humiliation and the cam was only showing me from the neck down.  When I told Princess that I was wearing a ski mask just in case, she started laughing and when she actually saw it she really started laughing (normally I worry that she will give me a heart attack, she gets me so exited, but tonight I was afraid that laughing so hard would give her one).

She made me show her my pink sissy outfit, my dildo, the bouncy ball the dildo attaches to, and the pink doggy plate that she allows me to dribble my cum on.

She made me bark  to prove I was her bitch, and bark to prove how much I needed to fuck my sissy ass with the dildo on the bouncy ball. She made me talk, beg, bark and howl while I was sucking on the dildo (not easy to do). She made me wipe my precum on the dildo then lick it off. Then I had to beg to be allowed to ride the dildo on the bouncy ball, with more barking and howling.

After a while she allowed me to dribble onto my pink doggy plate and lick it up for her on cam. I’m getting hard just thinking about it, right now!

At some point she asked me why I call her as opposed to someone else and I told her that she was the first phone Lady to get me to actually eat my own cum. One of her own blogs on here is titled “New Cum Eater” and that’s me. I should have told her a long time ago that “New Cum Eater” is the same sissy slut that she later named “Fifi”.

I hope this post does justice as to how great it was to be her cum eating sissy slut tonight.

Aug 312010
 

cumwhippers feminization*giggles*

Princess Jewel and I love to go shopping on Amazon, especially to feminize Cumwhipper. We buy lots things for her and for me (with Cumwhipper’s money, of course!), but we also have been buying things that Princess says Cumwhipper needs to wear.

Princess likes for Cumwhipper to go to bed without any “boy shorts” on. I like it because the sheets feel good on my widdle head. She also likes him to take his new 8″ thick black cock dildo to bed, too, and to nuzzle on the head of “Mr Cock” as he tries to fall sleep.

Recently, we’ve gotten him a pretty pink T-shirt to wear to bed that says “Princess”. Even better than that, Princess found a website for crossdressers and found pretty pink anklet socks with lace and bows that She wants CW to wear to bed instead of his white sports socks.

cross dressers ankle socksLast night was the first night CW wore the anklet socks, and I made him take some pictures of himself wearing both the “Princess” T-shirt and the anklet socks for Princess Jewel. Princess said She’d include one or two of Her favorites in this post!

All of this is part of our plan to get Cumwhipper to do more and more things that make him feel girly, even if some of them are embarrassing. Princess wants CW to be her “good girl”, and these things all help that along — Not to mention that he’s sucking cocks now, and that we’ve totally feminized his pathetic balls and turned them into my boobies!!!  *teeheeeeee*

I love Princess Jewel!

<3<3<3

Thumby