Princess Jewel has me so perfectly twisted around her little finger, I’m willing to do almost anything she says. Princess has been using all kinds of different brainwashing techniques to put me deeper and deeper under her control, and it feels so good I not only don’t care, I want more and more of it. I’ve decided to list a few of the different ways Princess continues to use me and addict me to her.
Princess has me do my cock affirmations (“cockfirmations”) whenever we talk. It doesn’t matter what kind of call it is, Princess will have me repeating mantras like “I need real cock”, “Good girls that suck real cock get lots of fresh cummies”, and lately, she’s added things like “I’m a cum hole for Princess”, and “My face is made for servicing cock”. I find myself actually looking forward to doing my cockfirmations. It’s almost like I get a little jolt of adrenaline each time I repeat each cockfirmation. Usually, all the while, I’m doing all kinds of cumeating, sucking my dildo, slapping my face with the dildo, licking up “lines” of cum that Princess has me spread on the dildo, blowing bubbles with pre-cum and cum and making a complete cum-drenched mess of myself as Princess Jewel graces me with her wonderful laugh and amazing giggles. Princess has one of the most addictive giggles I’ve ever heard. I love making a total fool of myself just to hear her amusement.
Princess loves the idea of me sucking real cocks, and either eating the cum “straight from the tap”, or collecting it and bringing it home so I can whip it up for her on cam. So far, I’ve been back twice to an adult bookstore I’d been to in the past. The first trip (which I wrote about in this blog entry – http://www.creampiecumeating.com/?p=671) was a success, because I got to suck two cocks, and I got one load in my cum hole and swallowed it. The second trip was a disappointment – no cocks to suck. I know I’ll be back though!
Princess also wants me to hook up with guys through a cruising website I belong to, and just last night she helped me compose emails to seven different guys in my area, letting them know I want to hook up and suck them off (with no reciprocation on their part). Princess has made it clear I’m never to be on the receiving end of a blowjob. That’s fine with me. I don’t really get turned on by guys sucking my cock, anyway. I’m sure this rule has something to do with controlling my orgasms.
One of the most powerful techniques Princess has been using has been having me call her when I’m already in bed for the night. Once I’m all cozy and relaxed under the covers, she has me nuzzle and gently kiss my dildo (Mr Cock, as she calls him) and say “I love you, Mr. Cock”. She tells me stories about Jeweltopia – a wonderful place where dreams come true. Princess Jewel rules Jeweltopia, and the stories of what happens there are incredibly exciting. She mixes in having me do more cockfirmations, and whispers to me in a sweet, beautiful voice about all the wonderful adventures a good girl like me will have in Jeweltopia. These erotic tales, sweetly told by Princess in her soft, lilting tone as I’m in a semi-conscious state, move me very deeply. I think they bind me to her in ways I can’t even describe. I just feel so loved and cared for. I don’t want the calls to end. Thumbelina is dancing in my pants like a crazy little girl as I think about it now.
Finally, Princess has started introducing orgasm control, or Tease & Denial (or whatever you might call it). Last night, she told me an incredibly exciting story about Jeweltopia, but she’d already let me know earlier last night that I was not to “let Thumbelina throw up” (as she likes to call my orgasms) until she gives her permission. When the call ended, Thumbelina had been leaking like crazy, even without me touching her. I was in a blissful, happy, turned on state, and couldn’t fall asleep for a long time. I wanted to cum so badly, but I knew that if I obeyed Princess Jewel’s command to not have an orgasm, I’d be making her happy, so I refrained.
Today, it’s like I’m in a constant state of arousal. Certainly, writing this blog entry and thinking about Princess Jewel and all the wonderful adventures I’m going to have under her direction has got Thumbelina dancing and jumping around. 🙂
Being one of Princess Jewel’s good girls is just an incredible feeling. I don’t know if I could ever turn back at this point, but why would I want to?