Still, the hunger to push the envelope in order to make Her happier still nags at me: How can I become even more servile? How can I show Her that I am willing, even eager, to be even more of a sissy tramp in order to please Her? What can I possibly do to symbolically express my complete, abject surrender to Her?

And so a thought comes to me. It’s a small gesture, admittedly, but symbolically significant. The next time I go to the glory hole palace I’m going to try something new. After I prep that night’s lucky Mr. Cock with my usual kissing, teasing and tugging, and after a little bit of the patented Candy Lips sensual cocksucking, I’m going to surrender. By which I mean I am going to give up all control of the situation and let The Cock have its way with my mouth.

One thing I’ve noticed when whoring for Princess is that the cocks can get pretty aggressive. If I don’t move my head back, or use my hand to help dictate the pace of the action, those glory hole beasts would really pound away hard at my perfect wet lips. As a provider, I prefer to suck cock sensually, but it occurs to me that a true sissy slut doesn’t impose her will on the cock, but rather surrenders to it.

And what is the universal sign of surrender? Hands up, palms outward, signifying submission.

So the next time I head over to the book store, I am going to get on my knees, do my usual sissy cock teasing action for a while, get the Stud Cock all worked up, and then submit to it in the most complete fashion possible. I’m going to place my hands above my head on the wall in front of me and give up all control, as a gift to Princess. My slut mouth will be totally vulnerable to the cock exploring it. It can pump my lips slowly, it can poke and explore the wet hole I’m offering it, it can fuck my face hard and fast, or it can force its way down my throat and make me gag. It can make me whimper and slobber. It can do whatever it wants. And the whole time my hands will be helplessly against the wall in front of me, unable to slow the cock down or keep it away. I will not pull my head away so I can speak to Princess, as I usually do. Instead, I will simply be the servile sissy cocksucker of Princess Jewel’s dreams and I will love knowing that I am entertaining Her and making her giggle as she tenderly (or viciously) urges me on.

Thank You, Princess, for teaching me how to be the very best girl I can be for You.

Meanwhile, Thumbelina was missing Princess Jewel more and more, and finally, Thumby decided to take the initiative for both of us and reach out to Princess Jewel. (Thumby has more courage than the sissy boy she’s attached to, it seems). Thumby IM’d Princess, and Princess was very forgiving, and told Thumby that I would be welcome to call Her again any time.

When Thumbelina told me that, I realized how much I’d been missing Princess Jewel’s guidance. As luck would have it, at almost exactly the same time, Niteflirt finally re-enabled all their recorded listings. I immediately sampled many of Princess Jewel’s recordings…

• “You are a COCKwhore, COCKsucker, COCKbitch…”
• “You’re a Sissy, Sissy Faggot!”
• “COCK Tease for Faggot Cock Suckers”
• “Why You Are A Sissy”
• “You’re a LOSER! Not a man – a LOSER!”

All of them are amazing, wonderful recordings, but my favorites are “COCK Tease for Faggot Cock Suckers”, in which Princess describes in detail how she’ll tease you by waving a fat cock in front of your face, not allowing you to suck it until she gives her permission, and “You’re a Sissy, Sissy Faggot!”, which is a wonderful song that Princess improvises, which includes all kinds of taunts and emasculating lyrics.

After hearing Princess’s voice again, I realized just how much I’d been missing Her exquisite humiliation and how good it feels to surrender my masculinity to, and for, Her. It’s like a wonderful drug that I’m finding more and more difficult to live without.

I called Princess and, after making me apologize and explain why I’d been away for so long, we had a wonderful session.

She made me whip up two full shotglasses full of cum and then, after an appropriate amount of pleading and begging, allowed me to gobble down all those tasty cummies s fast as I could. I think Princess wanted me to eat so much cum that I’d get a tummy ache, but after all the cum I’ve eaten, it would take lots more to make me feel sick. I like having a tummy filled with yummy cummies!

Next, I had to use my spoon to fling whipped cum at my face as I recited cockfirmations. Princess got a big kick out of how messy my face got. It was so much fun.

Finally, Princess had me do a TON of cockfirmations as I worshiped “Mr. Cock” (my big, lifelike black dildo). She allowed me to cover Mr. Cock in whipped cummies and then lick and suck them off Mr. Cock. I also had to pretend Princess was with me and pushing my head down on Mr. Cock, as I took him as deep in my throat as I could, and then held it there until I started gagging. Oh, how Princess loved to hear me gag on Mr. Cock!

While I was away from Princess I didn’t get any shipments of cum, and now, just two days since reconnecting with Her, I got word that one of my sources has a new shipment ready to send! I realize now that if I keep working to be a devoted slave to Princess Jewel that I will get all the cocks and cummies I need.

Thank You for taking me back, Princess Jewel!

OXOXOXO

Cumwhipper

That is the assignment Princess gave me after our last session, so here I am losing my masculinity and dignity for Princess. Because I am Princess’ glory hole cock kisser and personal court jester cam entertainer.

It started as usual when my urge to submit backed up on me and summoned me to degrade myself for Princess’ pleasure. Once I contacted her, I was instructed to hit the bookstore with my glossiest lipstick on and my sluttiest pout. Naturally, an anonymous Mr. Big Cock was only too happy to take me up on my obvious invitation and it wasn’t long before I was in the stall, on my knees, and dialing for Princess. She was delighted to hear that I had a cock waving at me through the hole and proceeded to give me detailed instructions on how to serve it. First I was ordered to address it formally as “Mr. Cock,” to declare my desire for it, and to kiss it lovingly. Next, I was to wiggle my panty-clad ass provocatively against it. Finally, I was to kneel abjectly before it, moan softly like a servile slut should, and slowly give it the full Candy Lips treatment. Naturally, I was ridiculously turned on to be Princess’s slut toy, and I worked the cock into my mouth slowly and sensually. Princess reminded me to keep my hips in motion as a wiggly slut should. As I continued, I let the cock deeper and deeper into my mouth, relaxing my throat for some deep, wet, drool-heavy action. It was unbelievably hot to feel the cock filling my throat and forcing the drool up and out of my mouth, turning me into a whimpering slobberer for her amusement. No cock can stand that for long, and soon I was wearing the lucky tool’s load on my forehead and cheek. Not about to let the opportunity for further degradation slip away, Princess made me stay on the line as I left the bookstore so the customers could hear me beg to perform further for her once I got home. Meanwhile, Mr. Big Cock’s cum was drying on my face …

I knew what lay in store – I was going to be fucking a banana peel on cam while she cheered me on. I got home, donned a sissy outfit and called the Princess. First she made me gyrate provocatively like a slutty stripper, and then gave me permission to sensually hump the peel while I told it what a wonderful feeling it gave me and how happy I was to be able to make Princess laugh uncontrollably. As I cooed sweet nothings to my “lover,” Princess (freshly showered and in bed) alternately urged me on sensually and roared with laughter. I wanted nothing more than to please Her, and when I finally shot my load into my gooey imaginary pussy, it didn’t take much urging from her to get me to lap it up eagerly: another banana cream pie for this helpless slut.

Thank you again, Princess, for the opportunity to please You.

Cumwhipper has been AWOL from calling Princess Jewel for awhile and his useless balls needed to be feminized and emasculated, so I decided to take the initiative and contact Her myself. CW had really let himself go. He had stopped shaving the Tweedles (his useless balls – Tweedledum and Tweedledee **giggles**), hadn’t sucked cock in weeks, and has been starting to feel lost without Her influence.

Princess was very happy to hear from me, and that made me so happy! She told me I had to get CW to shave the Tweedles and start getting myself dressed up again. Princess knows how much I’ve missed getting pretty for Her!

I made CW clean up all the nasty hair around me and shave the Tweedles to make them as clean and smooth as possible. I immediately felt better. I messaged Princess Jewel, and She and I caught up on what had been happening with me and CW. She really wants CW to call Her so she can take advantage of him and humiliate him, so we talked about ways to make that happen soon.

I got all gussied up by tying up the Tweedles with some blue fabric ribbon, tying it into a pretty bow on top! I took pictures for Princess and shared them with Her, and it was so much fun. Then Princess had (yet another) great idea: The Tweedles needed to have nipples! We’d talked about this before, but this time I was determined to make it happen for Princess. I used a glue gun to glue little eye-shaped white sequins with tiny little eyeballs in them, one to each of two press-on star stickers, and then I  pasted the stars onto the Tweedles. Voila! They had nipples. *teehee*

I took lots more pictures of me (Thumbelina – Cumwhipper’s tiny penis!) with the Tweedles wearing their new nipples, and even some with my favorite black satin bra on the Tweedles. Princess said She’d add a couple of Her favorite pictures here from our play time.

It’s so wonderful to be back in touch with Princess Jewel again. She’s my BFF! We’re going to get Cumwhipper back involved here on the cum eating blog, as well. He needs to get back to sucking cocks and eating lots of splooge for Princess ASAP!

Thank you SOOOO much for the wonderful time, Princess Jewel!

OXOXOXOXOX

Thumbelina

I’m not sure exactly how this happened. When I first started speaking with Princess, I was just another sissy, lingerie-wearing dildo worshipper. I was cock-curious, I suppose, but mostly I just liked the symbolism of being a submissive slut. But over the course of about a year (Princess is very patient), She slowly guided me into realizing that I was a bigger whore than I initially realized, and that my true destiny lay in the local glory hole palace, where there was an endless supply of real cock for a budding blowjob superstar to practice on. And finally the day came when I worked up the nerve to enter the bookstore, find a guy with a hard dick, and get on my knees and please my Princess by sucking cock while she alternately teased, egged me on and humiliated me over the phone.

Princess says that this drive is really more about me than about Her, but I think She sells Herself short. There is simply no way I would ever have done this without Her training and encouragement, and it was my intense desire to show Her my devotion that took me over the line. I never do this on my own, only for Princess. I am so grateful for everything She has done to help me see my place – on my knees for Her.

She doesn’t have to do anything anymore to get me ready. The drive is now implanted in my brain – every once in a while I simply get The Need to get on my knees and suck a hard cock for Princess’ amusement. I can’t help it – I am now Her brainwashed, zombie cocksucker: Get the urge, inform Princess, put on glossy lipstick, enter bookstore, find cock, call Princess, see cock, kiss cock, caress cock, beg Princess for cock while she taunts me, lick cock, tease cock, drool on cock, submit to cock, suck cock, get my mouth fucked hard, let cock cum on my face.

It’s going to happen again tonight. Some lucky guy is going to get his cock sucked by my wet, red eager lips. While Princess giggles and reminds me what a slut I am.

I can’t wait.

The Beginning – Princess had told me before that she would like to see me dressed and eating my cum on cam, but I have been too nervous to do anything on cam (I didn’t own a cam until today).

I got the cam hooked up and setup a Yahoo messenger account. Next I called Princess and she walked me through the process of getting connected with her and her being able to see my cam picture. Then I told her I would call back in about an hour showered, dressed like a sissy, and ready to eat my cum for her.

When I called back I was very nervous but Princess calmed me down by telling me that she would never share the pictures, since I am not into public humiliation and the cam was only showing me from the neck down.  When I told Princess that I was wearing a ski mask just in case, she started laughing and when she actually saw it she really started laughing (normally I worry that she will give me a heart attack, she gets me so exited, but tonight I was afraid that laughing so hard would give her one).

She made me show her my pink sissy outfit, my dildo, the bouncy ball the dildo attaches to, and the pink doggy plate that she allows me to dribble my cum on.

She made me bark  to prove I was her bitch, and bark to prove how much I needed to fuck my sissy ass with the dildo on the bouncy ball. She made me talk, beg, bark and howl while I was sucking on the dildo (not easy to do). She made me wipe my precum on the dildo then lick it off. Then I had to beg to be allowed to ride the dildo on the bouncy ball, with more barking and howling.

After a while she allowed me to dribble onto my pink doggy plate and lick it up for her on cam. I’m getting hard just thinking about it, right now!

At some point she asked me why I call her as opposed to someone else and I told her that she was the first phone Lady to get me to actually eat my own cum. One of her own blogs on here is titled “New Cum Eater” and that’s me. I should have told her a long time ago that “New Cum Eater” is the same sissy slut that she later named “Fifi”.

I hope this post does justice as to how great it was to be her cum eating sissy slut tonight.

So off I went with my panties, my lipstick and my lollipop, traipsing into the palace like the slut tease that Princess has molded me into. My wet red lip gloss and seductive sucking on the lolli started a veritable stampede, but since I am a first cum, first serve whore, I knew it was my duty to simply take care of the first guy who stuffed his cock through the hole in my booth. Fortunately, it was a nice one, fat and very hard, but by previous agreement, I wasn’t allowed to suck it immediately; instead I played a game of Cock Dodger – I stroked, licked and kissed the cock, getting it nice and wet (and marked with lipstick), but didn’t let the poor guy get it into my mouth. He kept thrusting and I kept drooling and dodging. I can be such a tease! Finally, Princess, who was complimenting me on my wicked ways as she listened to my kissing and slurping, allowed me to help the poor guy out, and I gave him my sissy best. After a few minutes of increasingly intense cock-sucking, I submitted entirely, putting my whore lips almost up against the hole in the booth and allowing him to plunder my wet, wet hole. Naturally, my skilled sucking brought him to climax and he blasted his load, some of which I was fortunate enough to capture on the lollipop. At Princess’s instruction, I twirled the load around the purple pop and sucked it down like a true tramp. Sweet, sweet cum.

Naturally, Princess didn’t allow me to cum myself during this face-fucking; instead I was ordered to go back home and degrade myself further by fucking a banana peel while she watched me on cam. So back I went, meek and horny. Once I got home, I carefully slit open a banana and removed the fruit while keeping the peel as intact as possible. Then I turned my cam on, called Princess again and submitted to her orders. First I wrapped the peel around my sissy tool and slowly and sensually started humping it. Princess encouraged me to speak to the fruit lovingly, and She was soon in peals of laughter as I desperately whispered sweet nothings to my “lover,” telling Mr. Banana how good he felt around my cock and how much better the feeling was than actual pussy. In truth, performing almost any act for Princess’s enjoyment, no matter how humiliating or depraved, is the best kind of sex that one can have.

I tried to drag out my banana-humping as long as possible because Princess was getting such a kick out of it, but after a while I couldn’t hold back and released my sissy load into the sticky fruit. Princess might have been in tears at this point because I was putting on such a good show. You can imagine what the final act of my performance was – that’s right, I had to clean up my creamy mess and enjoy a banana cream pie for the fabulous Princess.

I am a helpless, hopeless cum dumpster when Princess gets her hooks in me, and I am beyond grateful for her instruction and attention.

Since I’ve started training with Princess, my prescribed bedtime outfit is supposed to include my pink Princess T-shirt (it actually says “Princess” on it), my pink anklet socks (complete with pink bows), and NO boy shorts. Princess prefers that I don’t wear any bottoms at all to bed. I think it’s partly because She wants Thumbelina to feel less restricted.

Well, this last week I was a “silly boy” as Princess calls it. I wore my normal bedtime outfit (white T-shirt, shorts and white sox) and tried not to think about how exciting every call is with Princess.

Whenever I take any kind of break from Her, Princess says that I’m still thinking about or trying to actually BE a man, and that this will get more difficult to do as I get more and more addicted to Her control. I sometimes want to pretend this isn’t true, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop thinking about all the amazing and exciting things Princess makes me do, how wonderful it feels to be controlled by Her and how much I love hearing Her giggles as I degrade myself for Her amusement.

So, last night, I was back for another incredible session.

I think Thumbelina called Princess first. Every time I look at my credit card, I see new charges I don’t remember putting there. It seems that Thumby and Princess love shopping, and Thumbelina just loves buying things for Princess. I only find out about these purchases later on. This past week I got yet another package. This time it was two tutus – one hot pink and the other one purple. It’s hard to feel like a man when I keep receiving packages like this in the mail.

I do know that Thumbelina made me put on her lipshine, put the black lace bra on the Tweedles (my pathetic balls named by Princess as “Tweedledum and Tweedledee” are now only useful functioning as boobies for Thumbelina), put gold sparkle on her and the Tweedles, and spray her favorite perfume (Loves Baby Soft) on her and her boobies. She also made me put on the tutus – layering them with pink on top an purple underneath. Then Thumby made me take pictures for Princess. Princess may post a couple here.

By the time I finally surrendered to the urge to call and feel Princess Jewel’s complete control once more, She was ready to do her worst. She and Thumby are always plotting against me, and I think Thumbelina is always spying on me and telling Princess what I’m thinking. On this call, it was all about Princess making me eat lots and lots of whipped cum. I had the rest of Tom’s cum, some of Chris’ cum, and plenty of my own. At one point I was licking whipped cum off Mr. Cock (my 9″ big black dildo), saying cockfirmations and occasionally shooting whipped cum at my face. Princess Jewel was giggling and laughing all the while, and that’s like beautiful music to me now. Princess particularly loved it when I wobbled the head of Mr. Cock between my lips as spoke, making funny sounds (like I love Jeweltopiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa). By the end of the call, my tummy had LOTS of cummies in it. Princess was in a generous mood, I guess, because She allowed Thumbelina to throw up.

I was revved up for at least the next hour or so, and I couldn’t calm down until 3 am.

So much for resisting Princess Jewel. As I write this, I can barely remember why I wanted to try to be a man last week. Being Princess Jewel’s good girl is SOOO much better.

OXOXOXOXOX

Cumwhipper

Tonight was my first “splooge-a-palooza”.

As I did various emasculating and degrading things with cum from two other guys (and with my own cum), I was commanded to say “splooge-a-palooza!”. At one point I had my mouth filled to overflowing with whipped cum and pre-cum and was blowing bubbles with it. When the cum bubbles foamed up and out of my mouth and started building up on my face, I either used “Mr. Cock” (my big black dildo) to push all the mess back into my mouth, or I had to use my spoon to catch the cum bubbles it as they ran down my face and then snort it all up into my nose. Princess Jewel was laughing so hard from all of this She was almost in tears. That made me want to do it even more.

Princess reminded me that She’d told me if I sucked more cocks, I’d get to eat more cum, and She was right. Princess is ALWAYS right. Guess I’ll be sucking even more cocks very soon for Princess Jewel.

Splooge-A-Palooooooooooooooooozzzzzzzaaaaaaaaa!

OXOXOXOXOX
Cumwhipper

*giggles*

Princess Jewel and I love to go shopping on Amazon, especially to feminize Cumwhipper. We buy lots things for her and for me (with Cumwhipper’s money, of course!), but we also have been buying things that Princess says Cumwhipper needs to wear.

Princess likes for Cumwhipper to go to bed without any “boy shorts” on. I like it because the sheets feel good on my widdle head. She also likes him to take his new 8″ thick black cock dildo to bed, too, and to nuzzle on the head of “Mr Cock” as he tries to fall sleep.

Recently, we’ve gotten him a pretty pink T-shirt to wear to bed that says “Princess”. Even better than that, Princess found a website for crossdressers and found pretty pink anklet socks with lace and bows that She wants CW to wear to bed instead of his white sports socks.

Last night was the first night CW wore the anklet socks, and I made him take some pictures of himself wearing both the “Princess” T-shirt and the anklet socks for Princess Jewel. Princess said She’d include one or two of Her favorites in this post!

All of this is part of our plan to get Cumwhipper to do more and more things that make him feel girly, even if some of them are embarrassing. Princess wants CW to be her “good girl”, and these things all help that along — Not to mention that he’s sucking cocks now, and that we’ve totally feminized his pathetic balls and turned them into my boobies!!!  *teeheeeeee*

I love Princess Jewel!

<3<3<3

Thumby